So yesterday I had set out some offerings for Lilith and did my regular meditation trying to connect closer with her. I didn’t notice anything out of the ordinary at that particular time and the rest of the day was relatively normal.
When I laid down for bed is when something started happening. First I just did a routine aura cleansing but within a few minutes it was clear I wasn’t alone in the room. I started sensing something just to the right of me followed by a cool breath on my cheek, then what felt like fingers or a hand brushing from side to side across my forehead, occasionally stopping where the third eye would be and occasionally moving to the top of my head and resting there.
While that happened there was a reoccurring sound in my ear that went between a static crackle to the sound of a light wind. Finally, I stopped feeling the fingers and instead had what only can be described as a big tarantula sitting directly over my eye.
It was around then that I asked if it was her, and assuming it was I thanked her for coming and asked her to speak in a way I could understand. But shortly after thanking her it seemed the presence faded and she (or something else) was gone. So my question is does anyone have an idea as to why Lilith might appear then apparently leave when she’s acknowledged? I got to thinking about it and started wondering if it was one of her daughters and maybe she was upset that I called her the wrong name…but I hadn’t done a petition asking for that so honestly I wouldn’t have been expecting that if that’s even the case and my only logical explanation based on what was going on was that it would be Lilith.
I’ve read into occultism off and on for awhile but relatively new to practice and kind of unsure of myself when trying to communicate. The whole feeling something then the apparent departure when I began speaking seemed odd so not sure if I did something wrong or if maybe it was just the barrier between communication at this stage.