Exaclty if i dont blink my vision turns into a void like literally darkness
I guess a lot of practise and meditiation idk tbh
I think that’s the recipe. Practice practice and practice.Never give up.
You can blink.
The altered state you reach is a state of mind and is not in any way affected by your physical need to blink. If it was, then magicians would never be able to complete a ritual, especially one where they have to walk the circle or talk with multiple entities.
I think you are coming close to the necessary state of being, but then are pulling yourself away and bringing yourself out. I don’t know if it is fear of going over the edge of trance or what, but it is certainly not because you blinked.
The sigil start to flash when you reach the alpha trance
flashing means opening sigil
Same thing happens to me really. I’ll go to see complete darkness and when I blink it’s back to square one. Weird, it’s not like I fear it or something.