Starting work with Sargatanas

I should go through this in order of Spirits called for this ongoing operation but Sargatanas has made it clear I should post about him now. I’m already half a day late from his urgings so here we go.

V brief background. I’m a fairly experienced Magician, having gone through formal training in Alexandrian/Oakmist, spiritualism, and informal training in a variety of occult/counter culture areas. (RAW Hyatt etc). For the last ten years it’s been Thelema and Non-Dual thought. Basically a long time in ignoring or transcending the material. A very large error since my foundations were weak.
A Significant Other arrived as I was really flying high in my life and outlook and brought me very low. A variety of spiritual, mental and emotional thievery. I was browsing many forums and decided the Goetia could help to reclaim and balance this inner traumatic landscape. I have performed Solomonic rituals before and to great success, one was with Sitri who revealed my best friend online to be female and eventually we got married. Also the working caused every girl in my social media to suddenly text me that they had dreams about me and there was quite a lot of sexual online activity before my future wife was revealed. Hail Sitri!
Anyhow apart from using planetary magick for ease of life I’d not returned to the Goetia for 15 years until the last two weeks. There are a variety of workings through the GWinterfield method in the pipeline which I shall talk about again. But Sargatanas was different. He called to me through various topics and wouldn’t leave my mind. He’s not in the GW book and so I’d have to do Sigil and enn method for the first time.

Ritual -
Seeking refuge with the ground of being.
Star Ruby, LBRP, LBRH (with my own twist derived from James Eshelmann where you substitute the keyword analysis for Hadit (I) Ra Hoor Khuit (A) Nuit (O) for the eternal movement of the universe experiencing itself.
Tibetan Tantra style evocation of RHK where you share chakras. and enter communion.
During this RHK told me my Angel had to remain by my side through this ritual and listen to every directive sHe gave without question. And above all to keep my sword by my right hand and sigil in front of me as a show of authority. During my other workings RHK had never told me to keep a weapon handy. Even a baneful/justice one with Amon. I was to surround myself with the same method of evoking the Arch Angels and Metatron as the GW method. RHK was VERY authoritative.

Conjuration - enn for 10 minutes and the atmosphere changed very quickly. The sigil was morphing into an angel inside the moth. Colours flooded it. Very intense astral sight. Stopped the enn and asked for a sign if Sargatanas was present. Nothing. So I kept reciting until i was sure, sign or no something was here.
Overlaying the sigil was a scene I very very quickly became part of. A desert depression with light dunes surrounding it. A figure moved close, hooded, with regal gait and sat about 3 feet in front of me. I almost touched my sword at this closeness before I had agreed to let him approach. And then he laughed and stretched out his legs casually cross legged leaning to his right. The hood revealed a fairly old,scarred and weathered face. A feeling came that this was wrong.
I said ‘You are not he I called.’
He shrugged and as I was about to lay my hands on the sword to banish him a gentle call came from the dune hill to Two O’clock of me. The impostor backed off and at a safe distance turned his back on me and walked over the dune. I turned to look at this new figure and a radiant Red cloak , with yellow markings and lining, over a dark under garment stood there. His face pale but at a distance that I couldn’t make it out. But he looked very Angelic from the aura pouring from his crown. Handsome af I guessed. There was a smaller slighter figure to his right. Head down and cloaked.
He would not come closer and yet his voice was easily near me. He said he would do what I asked of him (to ease the pain and discard and gas-lighting of this SO I had been involved with) and to replace her as soon as I worked out what I wanted. He would grant me sovereignty and unlock the karmic blocks within me and could do much more than that.
I asked if since Gremory was already working on the SO , would there be any problems working together and he laughed and nodded to the side of him where Gremory was revealed as his companion. She looked a lot more seductive than last time I saw her, her lips were red with wine or blood and she opened her mouth in a moan and licked the red from her lips. Then blinked at me - and the power in that expression was immense. So there was no problem with those two working together.
I said ‘about the offering’ and he waved a hand dismissively. “I will speak with you again. Call me as you did but also call me casually. I will be around. I wish to see you again.”
No Goetic spirit has said this to me before. Or any planetary or Angelic force. Or any deity for that matter.
He and Gremory raised a hand and the vision faded. But as it did Sargatanas said ‘banish thoroughly. Do not neglect this.’ Which is…weird as you probably know in this method of evocation it’s not considered wise or pleasant to the Spirit.
But I gave licence to leave, and banished. I think..think it was for the impostor not the Seraph himself.

A few days later, not lusting after results I found myself significantly less triggered by intrusive thoughts doubts, limerance and images put there by my ex SO. Remarkably so.
On the way to the doctors yesterday this happened :slight_smile:
I tested Sargatanas. I was driving to the appointment and said ‘if I am going to work with you and you want to work with me then I need to test you to see if you will come through’
My mind drifted to my ex SO and a memory of how there was a running joke about where she lived.
The next song came on my playlist 3 seconds after that thought and it has the line referencing the very words that I used to tease her as well as the place name.
I was instantly struck ofc knowing the odds of this happening since I have 9 days of songs on my playlist.
I said 'OK. Lets see another to rule out coincidence. I wish to have this sort of woman in the waiting room at therapy - black outfit, long black hair a bit messed up style, glasses… “ and visualised my ideal type that looks like my ex. Again, pretty, porcelain make up stylish and in black with glasses.
I didn’t have time to see the waiting room as i arrived and went upstairs immediately.
As I left there was this single occupant in the waiting room, pretty , long black hair, black stylish outfit, glasses, pale make up, and she looked at me for 2 seconds with her mouth open as I walked past.
I , being a perfectionist (IKIK) knew the hair wasn’t exactly the same as i visualised it (looking for a flaw to excuse it as a coincidence) and immediately before i could verbalise the thought i had his voice in my head saying 'It was the best i could do on very short notice. ’ with a slight humour in the voice.
I then was urged to write this last night. Though it was a long day and I was too tired to write an essay here. Hope this goes some way to appeasing him. I have a ritual scheduled for tonight where I shall hopefully meet him to talk in depth about how we can work together.

Thanks for reading. If anything strikes anyone like ‘the banishing’ or the extra warnings about working with him, the distance he kept or the impostor. Feel free.

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the extra warnings about working with him

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Hi

I would appreciate this extra information. Curiously, I was thinking of contacting him these days, but I don’t have as much experience as you and that could be dangerous.

I’m new to working with the enn system so maybe it was that. Maybe it was due to the impostor. Maybe it was since I am already working in this area the emotions that had me mixed up could have gotten me in trouble or affected the working if I petitioned in the wrong words or through passion. Or maybe my and his energies needed time to gel. Or maybe he is rather unpredictable. Hopefully someone with more experience with working with this powerful Seraph can lend their experience to this.

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