A little back story I was an black magician as a teenager and then became Christian for years and now I am back on this path. I no longer believe in Christianity.
I made a pact with Lucifer. He told me during the ritual that respect and trust had to be earned and I sealed our pact with 3 pricks on my finger.
When I got home I took my dog for a walk. I got in the theta gamma sync because I was bored and before me appeared a dark angel with a white face with multiple faces moving in every direction and he had horns. He wore black pants and gold boots. His wings were big. He never turned to me he just kept walking and I followed him. Along the way a kid was riding his bike. This demon stopped turned to the child put his right hand forth and I saw black energy going straight into his head. He turned back and kept walking. He was giving me small lessons along the way. At this point I thought Lucifer had sent him to guide me because I had asked him for guidance through out the day. As we got home he walked up my stairs and straight into my room and sat on my bed and told me to sit down. He asked me to tell him all my problems and I did and he helped me resolve all of them and said he had to go. I asked his name and he said “I am Azazel” and departed through the ceiling. He told me to scry earlier so I started as soon as he departed. A couple of minutes into it I feel this dark black energy descend right next to me. It felt like a whirlwind of complete hatred and anger. I felt it growing. It was fucking powerful. I started shaking and I completely froze.
I knew this thing was going to harm me and then he appeared. It was the same spirit that walked with me for an hour and talked to me. His face moving in every direction right in my face yelling at me with a thundering voice saying he is going to kill me and make my heart stop. I could feel his energy pierce my entire being. I could’ve called on Jesus to save me. I felt complete regret for coming back to this path I thought he wanted revenge and I got tricked. I immediately stood up and did the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram and I felt him leave. I then cleared the whole house with charged water and commanded every spirit and energy that is uninvited to leave. I felt peace. I trusted in myself and the powers of magic to protect me. Not the Christian god.
This morning Lucifer told me it was a test to see how dedicated I was. What a relief… Then I remember “respect and trust has to be earned”