I believe I’ve been spellbound or in other words I can’t use my magic. I feel it but I can’t bring it out, I can’t utilize it at all. How do I get my power back?
I guess I should also put some backstory and what brought me to this conclusion. So, lately I’ve been getting periods where I have a really strong desire to use my power. Whenever I try to do it I start to feel something that I could describe as a sun in my chest. It’s intense and hot and sometimes it radiates outwards. I get an urge to release it, it’s like pressure and I just know that I’m supposed to use it, let it out. I try very hard but I can’t do anything about it.
And no, it’s not heartburn or sth like that
I’m curious. You are a beginner, who has only recently begun practicing, according to your introduction. What “power” do you think you are supposed to have?
I’ve been doing this for about 5 years. I used the term magic but honestly I don’t know what it is, which is also something I said in my intro. I’ve only recently started doing spells but this whole psionic thing has been going on for a long while.
You didn’t say anything about doing psionics for five years in your intro.
You said this:
So I find it odd that you now are claiming five years in psionics…
Energy flows following the direction given by the mind, mind follows intention, have you tried giving it something to do, a place for it to go?
What was your foundation before psionics? If nothing, you skipped crawling, walking, and jogging and went straight for a marathon.