I forgot to share this… Some words that came to me while working with Belial. This is from February.
“Focus. Strength is not something to achieve or gain. Strength exists now and is forever at your disposal, as is everything else in existence. Quiet your mind and reel in the lines of thought long lost and out of control. Bring the control back to you and focus on keeping it. The same control should be exercised over your emotion. Feeling and thought are your tools in this world. Use your tools. Do not be used by them. Await patiently at the center of existence. Let the world and it’s swirling chaos pass by. Do not give it a second thought. Await patiently and focus on bringing in your thoughts and emotions, and maintaining quiet control over them. In this position of potential, centered and silent, observe and calculate your next move, but do not move in haste. All actions should be carried out from the powerful center point of your existence. Quiet your thoughts and rein in your focus before you address anything. Do this before you even think. Collect yourself, focus, think, decide. Then act. Always from the place of power within you. Let your breath be the bellows, and with each exhale fanning the golden fire that burns within you, inhale and bring control back to this vital part of you. Strength, power, success, glory, understanding, fulfillment, revenge, respect and all other desires in this fleshly life all exist within you right now. Take control of yourself and witness this truth. Exist and contribute to this reality acting from your place of power. Collect your energy that is spiraling chaotically outside of your awareness, and make your decisions from your center, with all of your power under your firm command. Do this and your enemies will bend and burn like the Willow tree, and your power will flow as endlessly as the rhythm of existence itself.”