I have another question that is in regard to an experience I had.
So the first entity encounter I had was not through magik or ritual and in fact was an accident evocation during a 14g cubensis mushroom trip. I asked if there were any entities around to make themselves known as I want to communicate with them.
I then spent many hours with the eye of provenance (someone on the forum told me this was one form of Lucifer). I wasn’t sure who or what I was talking to at the time and I remember asking if it could increase my psychic abilities.
Since then it feels like there has been entities with me the whole time. At first I thought it was a succubus but now I’m not sure if it is that or not. I had some sexual encounters with it, some that were very nice experiences and some that seemed a little bit too rapey for my liking!
The experience itself has forced me to try and figure out what it is I’m dealing with and get it to a place where I can confidently communicate with it. I spent many nights unable to sleep, with a feeling like I was haunted so I would go through E.A’s divination course instead.
I now feel like I can communicate with it pretty well and asked it to leave. It told me it wanted to leave but was unable to until I MAKE it leave. So then I had to learn how to remove the entity from my house, I purchased a sage stick and asked if that would be enough, to which it replied that it would be. I saged the house and ever since then the feeling of a ‘bad’ entity has gone. Whatever it was that was sexually forcing itself on me at night has gone and instead I feel only the presence of only one, much friendlier entity.
I have received some great messages from it that were articulated so beautifully that I wish I wrote them down to share with you all (I will try to next time though!)
So then I thought maybe the entity I am now aware of is a familiar? If so I would like to find out it’s name, I have heard that this can be a difficult task… any advise on how to do this?
Final note: Someone on the forum told me that Lucifer doesn’t always give you what you ask for, he often tests you or makes you work for it. If this is the case and I asked for increased psychic abilities do you think he put me through these experiences as a test to make me learn them for myself or does that sound too out there?
So I’ve never done a intentional evocation yet but I’ve received messages that have told me that I need to get in contact with Lucifer again. Perhaps it’s because I’m new to this but I feel kind of scared about opening Lucifers sigil.
Any thoughts, comments, advise or reassurance would be greatly appreciated.
