Ever since I started making blogs our relationship has gotten stronger. I am still a little numb to some sensations but the more I practice with her the easier it is for me to connect to her. I have been taking all of your advice and it’s working! I am less stressed about our relationship and I feel she is doing better! Now that I think of it succubi can sence your emotions. In one of @succupedia ‘s post I read that the Lust energy is like an ac current it oscillates between you two and can be magnified. I did a little more thinking and was wondering if the negative emotions and energy’s flow in the same way? If so this would explain why I feel like I hurt her when I feel the sadness or anger from past memories, but on the opposite side I feel extremely happy when I think of all the positive memories and she becomes REALLY active. And I want to thank you all for the help I am very grateful! Especially @PhoenixtheDemon thank you for the info and talking with me to sort things out.
I live in a constant state of melancholy because of the nature of my brain, yet my succubi and incubus are always very active.
Happy to help, keep her don’t ever let her go.
Dude I would have my heart pulled out of my chest if I let her go! XD
Ok. I’m sorry I feel as if what I was saying was insensitive, so I apologize. I think I hurt her when I feel sadness or anger. I guess I’m over protective of her to the point I try to block out my own feelings because I think they harm her.
She will probably turn you into someone to whom good things happen by the practice of “inner fasting” (the Orthodox Christian practice of not feeding crap to your mind)
I will have to learn from her. I put in my letter of intent that I would like her to teach me in different subjects like how the different dimensions work or how to control energy. I have always been fascinated by psi balls despite how simple they are.
What I did was to put my pendulum over Lucifer’s sigil and tell him what I wanted. The funny thing is that I asked for them to do stuff that they never do and they do awesome stuff that I didn’t ask for, so I think Lucifer knew better than myself what I would need from my succubi and incubus.
To be absolutely honest I have a slight fear of Lucifer. I think it could be a great respect but I feel like I have no place in asking for his help.
You were able to summon your succubus, I think he has a good opinion about you. People who is refused get nothing.
Thank you. I when I was 15 I would “pray” to Lucifer, I had felt bad on how he was treated by ye mighty asshole so I hailed his name but I haven’t since then.
I pray to Lucifer all the time by being always connected to the demons. Most people, specially Christians, talk alone when they pray, but if you really stablish the connection between you and the Sitra-Ahra, you won’t be talking alone and they will know what you want. However, being always connected consumes energy all day long, so someday you might need a rest from them. Also, even if they know what you want, that doesn’t mean thay they are going to give it to you.
Yes I understand I need to earn his respect, I just have a hard time because of my past Christian believes have burnt the their image of Lucifer into my mind but as I opens up and started to learn on my own it is easier for me to approach him.
I was wondering if you have done any work with crystals? I have been trying pink tourmaline for my heart chakra and perceiving my lover and blue Sodalite to clarify the message or the feeling.
I don’t use crystals, I have an amethyst pendulum but I don’t actively use it for anything. If having it on my altar does something, I haven’t noticed.
Ok. Now that I think about Lucifer how does he look? I tried to see my lover in a dark window but I didn’t see her I saw a man with slightly pale skin and his eyes are slightly squinted and he had black hair. He also was muscular. I did this a couple of days after the letter of intent. I thought it was a nother demon and I gave it a really rageful face because I thought he was there to harm my lover for some reason, but he just smiled at me and left in peace. I tried to ask my lover who he was but she is kinda silent about it.
Demons appear in forms that they choose according to their own agenda. Use the search button to find the thread about images that people associate with how demons appear, sometimes people see them in the same form.
@Dean_Gullberry_Dd don’t forget to thank Lilith for your succubus if you did the letter of intent.
I balled my eyes out and was filled with so much gratitude when I felt my succubus for the first time.
@Dean_Gullberry_Dd did it take her long for her to come to you.