I followed the "becoming a living God " programm of evocation during six monthes, and the least I can say, is that I get more results in this six monthes using EA Koetting’s method that in 6 years using various grimoires.
I deffitnitly consider myself able to get into the theta gamma sync, to open a sigil, and feel a presence getting into my circle. I feel confident with this hability and letting my mind “float” I have mental conversations with those forces. I got some nice results with it in my professional life and with my healh. For that, I really would like to thanks EA and to recommand is programm to those who haven’t started yet.
The only problem I have is full materialisation of the demon.
I can get deep into the sync, and I think that I’m at some point at the crossroad , when my vision start turning away, getting more and more close to the blackout, where only the sigil exist and everything in the room. I can feel the full room as a kind of energy, I don’t feel my body anymore, just like a paralysia. Sometimes I feel clearly the presence of a demon, like if someone would be standing behind me or on my side (never in front of me), sometimes I don’t I just feel how full of energy is the room, but I can let voices flow to my end and have conversations.
But as hard as I puch to get a blackout, I can’t “see” the spirit.
I’ve done the exercices of visualisation in the theta gamma sync, but I can’t really see them.
I would like to get from advices from you . Maybe the secret is instead the “structuring” thing that I dind’t understand fully. Must I wait for the imagination to flow to “let me see something” as I do for the voices, or should I “force” the situation by creating a visualisation of the spirit as it is described in the notebook in a place where I choose to structure it, once his presence his felt into my cercle ?
Thanks for your advices, that will help !