did anyone else around here like have all their friends move and went to books instead of finding new people so while everyone was going through a huge change in the way they socially are they talked to a wall for a year?
Then started pondering the universe and only seeing social interaction from the outside and being confused when it happens to you cause everyone else was so normal?
i deadass can’t seem to find anyone…
i feel like y’all would come here.
i feel home here.
a lot more people are awake on this site and people my physical age seem to rarely be awake.
i feel so guilty for connecting with people when i know i can’t give them the same things back
i just feel guilt cause i see myself as using this body as a vessel and they see that as themselves?
like im thinking of what im going to do after life ykno?
“Alexa stream alien boy and Oh Ana”
i relate to those cause in alien boy im making this human life work but i can see what happens and it doesn’t matter what i do because it will still happen.
and in oh Ana it feels like someone becoming God but still hanging on to their last human friends
and i actually wrote a song called “I’d rather be weak” its like id rather be asleep…
but then the album progresses to realising i don’t want that