I was the socially awkward tomboy gamer girl weirdo that had a few close friends and the ones who were friends were mainly guys, and I was seen as one of the guys (except my husband of course) until I hit second puberty 3 years ago lmao
None, I was a guy who kept to himself besides a select few I found nice to have around, often times me and a friend would practice manipulating the weather from time to time, my friend I would discuss how atmoK works in my view and she’d apply it to her singing based on happy songs, sad songs, etc.
Lol how true
I tried my best to say hi and understand them though. Even though later on I found out one of them got done for revenge porn, threats and beastiality.
The point is, despite being a magnet for bullying, even without knowing black magic one can still hold a line that nobody wants to cross, without hurting anyone and getting good grades and peaceful meals. Now I know that in Thelema that is a form of magicK, a process that creates change according to the practitioners Will (read Crowley’s definition in “Magick in Theory and Practice”)
I was popular natural born physic/witch, honors student that could hang with any crowd. I could hang with the gothic kids and get my air chi on the head off to cheer practice. I had no problem standing up to the jocks when the were bullies.
That’s what I thought too. And I was a walking strategy guide for final fantasy 7-10 . Could kick ass on legendary on halo 1-3. Tekkan, Tony hawks, dance dance revolution, rampart and many many more. I had no social life. I also did martial Arts, and drew anime and manga before it was trendy. Read a lot and studied Japanese for 4 years in high school. Then got married at 19…life sucked…divorce…remarried…Now that I’m in my 30’s with two kids and am a hardcore stoner burn out I remember maybe 1/16 of all that shit. I also gave up the video games for magick. Lol
Lovely to hear.
You’re a perfect mixture of fun.
You’re one of my favourites I think. DK being there too of course
DarkestKnight is like that really calm, collective bouncer at a night club with razor sharp focus. Gentle, straight to the point, often lenient. But he’d snap necks if he had to. Lmao
In my country you stay 5 years with the exact same group of students. There where like 6 different groups and we all believed we were the cool kids.
I was a metal head in a group with a nerd, a rapper, a calm dude, a loser and a popular kid who always invited me to all the places I didn’t want to go. Also, I was part of other groups (the smokers group, the other metal heads in school, etc).
Oh, and we had a sort of alliance with one of the two groups of pretty girls (the working class pretty girl, I couldn’t stand the rich posse pretty girls)