So which kid were you in high school?

So which one were you? Generally for many of us, our interest in study of the occult etc began either preteen or teen.

The bully?

The ones who bullied the bullies?

Bully victim?

High school jock turned LHP from a strange experience?

The weird kid that nobody hated?

Mister class clown?

Popular guy with no sense of spirituality?

The loner everyone thought was weird and ugly?

Let’s hear it guys! Trip down memory lane.

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I was the socially awkward tomboy gamer girl weirdo that had a few close friends and the ones who were friends were mainly guys, and I was seen as one of the guys (except my husband of course) until I hit second puberty 3 years ago lmao

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I was that guy who always wanted to be the centre of attention while trying to become more popular… by hanging out with the popular group

I so regret who I was, my past self, I’m changed now

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Yet nobody dare to bother unless from a seemingly safe distance

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None, I was a guy who kept to himself besides a select few I found nice to have around, often times me and a friend would practice manipulating the weather from time to time, my friend I would discuss how atmoK works in my view and she’d apply it to her singing based on happy songs, sad songs, etc.

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None of the above.

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Lol how true :slight_smile:
I tried my best to say hi and understand them though. Even though later on I found out one of them got done for revenge porn, threats and beastiality.

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Then be specific dude, I was listing examples… don’t play the mysterious, stoic role on this thread mate! :stuck_out_tongue:

The girls who hung more with guys were funner and easily relatable with anyway.

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I was the weird goth girl in high school, but I only did some witchcraft then, mostly because all I could get my hands on was Wicca stuff.

I didn’t join LHP until I was a married housewife.

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The weird goth art student who everyone spoke to yet feared. Had many acquaintances, but very few friends. Aaah good times. :joy:

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I was the geek, smarter than everyone else around me, not unpopular, but not extremely popular either.

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The point is, despite being a magnet for bullying, even without knowing black magic one can still hold a line that nobody wants to cross, without hurting anyone and getting good grades and peaceful meals. Now I know that in Thelema that is a form of magicK, a process that creates change according to the practitioners Will (read Crowley’s definition in “Magick in Theory and Practice”)

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I was popular natural born physic/witch, honors student that could hang with any crowd. I could hang with the gothic kids and get my air chi on the head off to cheer practice. I had no problem standing up to the jocks when the were bullies.

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Still hear the insults to this day.
King Kong, whale, Godzilla, titanic, earthquake, cow those are just a few.

Always alone, even got told go choke on a chicken bone and die.

Yep hated it then still do now.

However, I rose above and graduated top 10 of class, in 3 honour Societies (national, national technical, and college.)

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That’s what I thought too. And I was a walking strategy guide for final fantasy 7-10 :joy_cat:. Could kick ass on legendary on halo 1-3. Tekkan, Tony hawks, dance dance revolution, rampart and many many more. I had no social life. I also did martial Arts, and drew anime and manga before it was trendy. Read a lot and studied Japanese for 4 years in high school. Then got married at 19…life sucked…divorce…remarried…Now that I’m in my 30’s with two kids and am a hardcore stoner burn out I remember maybe 1/16 of all that shit. :joy: I also gave up the video games for magick. Lol

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Woman you are a legend and beautiful inside and out. Your posts also inspire me immensly :heart_eyes:

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Lovely to hear.
You’re a perfect mixture of fun.
You’re one of my favourites I think. DK being there too of course :wink:

DarkestKnight is like that really calm, collective bouncer at a night club with razor sharp focus. Gentle, straight to the point, often lenient. But he’d snap necks if he had to. Lmao

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AWWWWA :hugs: shank you!

And yeah DK is a badass boss for sure. The strong quite take no shit type. Much like squall. Or cloud even :smile:

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In my country you stay 5 years with the exact same group of students. There where like 6 different groups and we all believed we were the cool kids.

I was a metal head in a group with a nerd, a rapper, a calm dude, a loser and a popular kid who always invited me to all the places I didn’t want to go. Also, I was part of other groups (the smokers group, the other metal heads in school, etc).

Oh, and we had a sort of alliance with one of the two groups of pretty girls (the working class pretty girl, I couldn’t stand the rich posse pretty girls)

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