so as most know my kid is in the hospital she under went surgery yesterday cause of that im just stress to he max right now this week n havent done any invocations i dont do evocations because i dont think wel i didnt think seeing was a good idea ive never see patron in person only in dreams mainly master furfur and prince sitri
but i didnt do a ritual last night either i was too tiered to (ive been very sleepy the last few days (i really havent slept much at all) so ok i do invo in the bathrom right im on the third floor and well i saw a small black bug just crawling on the floor so wen i went to look closer at it cause u kno come on kill it it disappeared so im like im seeing things i need sleep
so i fell asleep idk the time but i was awoken out of my dream even tho it felt like i was still sleeping in my dream i was walkin into a house with bags only to be brought back to the chairs yes chairs i fell asleep in i heard a voice very deep n smooth not in my head no not in my head by my ear then standing acrossed from me i saw a full on silluet of a person but not just a siluet nooo i saw features had a must stash n yellow eye he was like the ghost girl i saw at my old job she had a white glow almost see through same as him i dont remember the convo well all i know is i could feel the rapid hot vibrations and couldnt move
only thing i remember was this
me; why are you doing this?
him;cause you love demons
me; so your punishing me i dont know you
him;…
after that i felt like i was being swollowed up by the energy like water he smiled from eye to eye then disapreared i remember looking around kinda dazed like tf just happend
idk what it was that happend
idk who it was or y even he didnt attack me i dont think idk if it was even real or not actually