So I decided to pray for my enemy

White Magick, Right Hand Path & Sephirothic Magick
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“If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat, and if he is thirsty, give him water to drink. For you will heap burning coals on his head, and the LORD will reward you"

I have someone I want to die. She’s a cute Hindu accounts clerk in a tenured position, meaning she’s guaranteed to have a decently paying and respected job for life. Religious. Rich social life and support system, comptent, better education than me. Arguably set for life.

She was supposed to train me up and we had a falling out when I overheard her bad talking me to the boss of our department and knew I had overheard. I’m also not perfect dear reader, I have faults and some of them are at play in the larger story but I was not at fault here.

I was gossiped about to my boss because I explained to her why I thought a collaegue might have had a bad impression of us. She misunderstood me as siding with him. How do I know she bad talked me? Because she was extremely careless with it. she went into a separate but open space in the office and forgot I was near by and could eavesdrop. while she didnt know I was eavesdropping another workmate knew and would later tell her. I try to think what I could have done better reasonably but I dont think Im at fault here.

she stopped teaching me the work or informing me of deadlines.

this would cause a falling out between me and a boss, who would cause a falling out between me and another, who would cause a facility wide destruction of my reputation, which would cause damage to what could have been a lifelong friendship.

Shes not the person who hurt me the most but she’s the “original sin” behind my suffering at this job. all of the people in the larger story are all good people who made wrong choices.

Ive prayed for her doom multiple times with multiple rituals. they all failed, with her funnily enough acting much more friendly to me after such prayers. I’d know since I kept a dairy.

I’ve held on to too much hatred and want to move on.

Ive tried much to deal with the trauma of group humiliation and ostracization. Im too tired to hold onto hatred I forgive her because I deserve peace.

Im going to pray the Hail mary for her in latin, I shall pray that a woman with such means as her, of making the world a better place, will actually use her gifts as such. IN line with the bible verse quoted at the top of this post, if a great evil happens to stop her by death or anyother means, thats…unfortunate and truly unsettling but in the secular sense is of healing to me.

pray for us/ora pro nobis, dear reader

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Look into Neville Goddard and the Law of Assumption. Think lovingly of the target and she will conform to those thoughts. Visualize her treating your well, with love, and respect. Don’t hold imaginary fights with her in your head, just see her as you want her to be.

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she stopped teaching me the work or informing me of deadlines.

Depending on where you are and laws, even a tenured position can be held accountable if she is retaliating for something. could try HR?

But depending on the work culture, its a flip of a coin if it truly gets addressed. Prayer is probably better and hopefully eventually you two work it out and are able to work together.

Hopefully everything works out the best!

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So this started because she things bad of you for some reason?

In the view on the thread, you could also try a honey jar. “As this honey is sweet, so shall X be sweet to me”. Honey jars build up energy over time, and you can combine them with prayers/sigils/herbs. Unofficial Tutorials: Love and Relationships Collection - #24 by Mulberry

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the below quote is the explaination.

pardon my writing, for any confusion, this is still a bit of a sensitive topic for me.

Let me add more detail.

we had a falling out because a work associate criticized our small department for our moral conduct, to our faces. She asked my opinion in private later, about if he was right in my opinion as a newcomer, and rather than answer the question I replied with why I thought the associate said that. if youre curious, My answer to her was, that our dept. gossips a lot and the cubicle walls upstairs are thin, people can easily hear the small talk of the department. She took this as an insult and ended the conversation quickly.

At present

They no longer hold any meaningful influence over me.

we still see each other since we work the same company, but Ive been transferred to a faraway department where they have little to no influence. The damage theyve done is past yet the permanance of the loss of the friendships and opportunities I could have had, remain.

I dont want to sweeten up said individual. My exact Intentions for her have been transmuted multiple times. From Categories and subcategories of Making her like me (platonically)> Making things right > Suffering > Death>…up till now.

I pray that god uses her life to do something wonderful for others. Especially at great cost to her,So that I may be comforted.

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its a government post, no justice to find here.

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thank you both darkest and mulberry for the suggestions. Ill definitely use them for another ongoing case, but this girl I want to move on from indifferently

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So instead of fixing the rift between you and the target, which would improve both your life and hers, you just want to kill her? That doesn’t seem to fit the title of this thread.

Why not exile her instead? There are forced exile spells that will get rid of her from your life but will not harm her.

It’s odd that you refer to her as a “cute Hindu accounts clerk” but at the same time you want to end her incarnation. It’s weird to refer to an enemy as cute. Do you have feelings for her?

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I believe in respecting and acknowledging any good trait of any enemy or disliked person, which is why I refer to her as cute and competent.

I’ve held this policy since before ever knowing her, And will for the next person as well, if im fated to meet more enemies, even if the person was male , young or old, I would treat them the same.

Darkest I do want to forgive her, this is true, but emotions arent logical.

TO be clear. Im not praying for her to die.

I pray to god that his will be done over my situation.

I just happen to have this strong gut feeling, that this prayer, will cause her great suffering like the martyrs of the churches. Near all holy figures have had awful endings, I dont think she will be different.

If she doesnt die or suffer, thats fine too. I will abide by gods will. I will not go on to do further magickal or IRL harm.

While I acknowledge I want her to die, I m also willing to surrender these feelings to god and do want to move on with my life.

In real life I try to treat her without discrimination to other workmates, mixed results. I show her respect as she is senior to me in my organisation, despite my unconsious hatred.

As for fixing the rift between us…I surrender that to the hail Mary prayer, If it should be fixed as a part of my healing process then let it, but Im not going out of my way for it. Im quite happy for the two of us and certain disliked people to just never see each other again.