I woke up the first time this morning, very groggy (as usual) and went back asleep. The second time I “woke” up, my room looked the same but slightly different…the left top corner of my bedroom wall had…like idk green “goo” or something hanging on the ceiling wall that was also wavy (movement) or something…I also noticed my room colors were brighter. Besides that everything else was the same. Still I thought to myself “am I on something?”
Even though I knew I wasn’t/couldn’t be, but the mass of “goo” or whatever it was weirded me out. That’s about when I realized I couldn’t move (I was lying down from my bed when I “woke” up). Since I had read all those “scary” stories I immediately closed my eyes, and kept them closed. I figured I was either dreaming and/or in sleep paralysis… even though I personally never cared for all that “spirit guide” stuff (I tend to believe in my own personal power) I immediately (in my head) asked for a spirit guide. I then seconds later felt something on my bed with me and heard “BREATHE BREATHE…BREATHE…” felt like I COULDN’T breathe and was gasping for air then ( could breathe just fine before) and boom “woke up”/could move again…
The voice/whoever was on my bed freaked me out. It was a low voice, and didn’t sound friendly…but was telling me to breathe. I’m not sure if me struggling to breathe after that had to do with the “being” or me freaking out that something was on my bed and hyperventilating.
My only regrets was if this was sleep paralysis…I probably could have astral projected…
Stuff like this has been happening more often with me. This is the first time things looked weird to me though. And I physically HEARD a voice. The other times it’s just not being able to move, And something attacking/trying to siphon energy off me…but never seen Goo…plus the room looked like mine but different…I seriously thought I was on something but knew I wasn’t.
I do know I’ve been trying to contact/work with Lilith for the past few days but I don’t think that would be the reason for this (since I’ve heard some spirits/entities can cause sleep paralysis?) Stuff like this used to never happen besides the last few months of the small “episodes” and now this “big” episode.
Next time if something like this happens, how do I either:
A) Get myself to move
B) Astral Project