Hey everyone so here is the thing.
I have a succubus which is bound to my spirit/soul by a conjurer since 5 years now.
And in the beginning i felt always her presence and i felt even her kissing me and some dirty images when i medidate on my mind
1 time i even felt her weight on my bed as she is laying there down with me the sound of it made me freak out.
All good… but…
At that time i was an absoulte noob i had many encoutners etc but i had not much experience +blockages and that i could not commune with her destroyed my mental health…
So i hate it to say cause i wanted her so bad i had a calling and i wanted to be a good Partner but… i ignored her then for months even some small manifestion i doubted everything until… nothing happend anymore…
I often talked with the conjurer about this but seems my blockages and doubt was to strong.
Anyway now since yesterday im trying to contact her again and i explained everything to her but i got nothing atleast i guess i got nothing…
So did she leaved me or what happend?
Schould i try to contact her harder or schould i start new and do the letter method to get a succubus from Lillith?
Besides that ofc i started to meditate daily and i also try daily to astral project…
But besides that i dont know what i can do to become more sensitive and make it easier for spirits to talk to me
Anyway what do you say what schould i do?