ATTENTION: This is strictly a thread to encourage us as we develop. No off topic stuff please.
Hey guys! I feel its time to take stock of how far we have come. This is mainly to encourage us that are working on our Ascent and For the new people as well.
Your current struggles
Here Ill give an example:
Since I became a black magician, I have …manifested $50
…successfully killed a person using ritual
…manifested a car without ritual
…Evoked and channeled a shitload of Demons
…mentored a few students
…and fought Jehovah successfully all the way to this point in time.
My Goals are:
To Learn to Soul Travel
To be Initiated in the Norse Current
To be Initiated in the Voodoo courrent
To close the gap between ritual and manifestation
To kill anyone with a wave of a hand
To Become a God capable of doing anythinf and everything(love magic, financial magic, etc)
My Current Struggles are:
Staying mentally sane
Thinking that all this is fake
Feeling my power on a consistent basis
Periodic tense periods of regression of abilities
Continuos attacks from unidentified beings in the Astral
Becoming good friends with a huge and powerful genius locæ
…Becoming able to converse with all manner of beings, human, non-human, corporeal, and non-corporeal
…Exacting perfect vengeance on someone who was a manipulative ass to me (showed his true colors to everyone around me)
…Ensnaring and then breaking a guy who was also a dick (wow, i sound like a vindictive bitch)
…Learning to read the runes for myself and for others, including using them as a method to communicate directly with the spirits.
…Mastering a form of soul travel usually called “Remote Viewing”
…Meeting all y’all and becoming part of a family i have come to deeply respect
…Manifesting multiple lucrative sources of income including raises, promotions, side gigs, and odd jobs
My goals include-
…Mastering energy work in myself and others
…Mastering the runes and the magick associated with them
…Meeting and knowing more entities
…Mastering magickal “situational awareness” and mastering a surgical precision with magick
My struggles right now include-
…Dealing with stress without resorting to vengeance
…Maintaining my awareness of my energetic surroundings
…Letting go of preconceived notions and instead experiencing firsthand
An almost nightly evocation
Last night Lucifer sent a huge flame up from my candle. It was awesome.
invocation really pumps me up
Manifested enough money to register my car and get by
manifested a job, the very job i wanted
little flickers of prophesy
make that "breakthrough"
compile a grimoire
crush my enemies
find a current to initiate into
I sleep 3 to five hours a night
what the hell is that hovering over my face in bed?!
more productive/coherent evokations
always looking for that new secret
~ Being a total different person, more persuasive, and more respected
~ My divination is pretty accurate, even if I think I red them wrong
~ Attracting money with little value with more repetitions
~ Mastering evocation, and Astral Travel.
~ Money, money, money (what I like is very expensive )
~ Brand new car, and new apartmen… mine is very old and out of norms
~ More respect from everyone
~ No thoughts while meditating
~ Splitting my time with study, job, and magic development
~ Job issues
Just to know @Micah, what car did you manifest?
I’m a kind of car lover