Not sure where to put this.
I’ve had 3 experiences now where if I covered myself with a sheet at night I would have this enormous spider crawl up me, I’m assuming as some sort of test? I just laid there and enjoyed its presence each time… odd right?
Is this a vision or actual event?
Seems like waking dreams would be the way I’d put it.
What color was the spider? Was this a black widow?
Dark room, couldn’t discern color. It was big enough to cover my thigh.
The large spider was pursuing you effecting your desires and freedom. Your trust is being challenged, something is worrying you and the feeling of being trapped. This could be employment, or perhaps a relationship. You feel confident you can overcome these challenges even though they are still hounding you.