As a dark magician, I am aware that beings known as demons can be powerful allies in self-transformation.
Recently I have had healings done and entities removed by some of the most high dark beings, Lucifuge Rofocale, and Lucifer.
Yet while I found myself relieved in some wonderful ways, I found I was still suffering in some of the same old ways.
So I began wondering what I could do specifically, with intent, in working with demons for self-transformation.
Of course, there are always elements of intuitive clues, answers, being drawn to the right resources at the right time. But what of direct action? Things that I can do with MY force of will?
Today, while reading through an interpretation of my birth chart, I saw at one point it said I would need Saturnian energy, for organization and so on. So it clicked, I could find a way to draw the needed Saturnian energy and qualities into my life… eg., I could do an evocation and charge a pentacle of Saturn. Or do an evocation of a Saturnian deity. I have some ideas, have to look through some of my books and notes, but any tips and warnings here would be useful.
That made sense to me for an application of purposeful self-transformation through magick.
I would love to hear more stories and tips as to how we can transform with intent, from the inside out, through magickal workings. What kinds of things have you done in this area, or what are you working on doing?