Wanted to gets some advice from others on here and you all have been very helpful so far and I appreciate that.
If you have seen my other posts my life had been falling apart for the past year. I have been given a second chance with my wife to be a family again but I somehow always seem to self sabotage myself.
Things will be going good and then I will do something stupid like not pay a bill and then a letter comes saying the power will be shut off if not paid, etc. plus other things that have caused issues between us in the past.
I don’t do it on purpose but I seem to do stupid stuff like that without even realizing I’m doing it until it bites me in the ass.