As you might know by following a few of my posts I haven’t had much problems communicating with spirits and I’ve also been adamantly opposed to the use of drugs in order to reach a better trance.
Now I am at an impass.
I’ve reached a point in my life where I absolutely need certain answers I won’t bother you with. I’ve exhausted all divinatory and evocation-related measures to reach them so I am not taking matters more seriously. My plan is to reach out to the Crossroads and ask a number of spirits for instructions rather than answers.
I will do this first by arranging protection and help in this sort of travel (Halphas and Malphas for the first, maybe Glasya-Labolas and/or Valefor to lash out and trespassing spirits, and as for the rest I need to consult my books). I expect to be guided through the trance by spirits alone since I do not have trustworthy friends around to keep me guarded, but I hope the room where I will be conducting this experiment is safe enough to begin with (no sharp objects, not big enough windows to fit in through, etc).
The only means of achieving this that I have at my disposition are hallucinogenic mushrooms and all the safe instructions in the world to begin proper use. I will not use any other drug, and I have no prior experience with any other drug (shrooms included), only drunk twice in my life with some extreme results considering the quantity (glass of vodka, saw a metallic gorilla walk around, green worms tried to eat me, “defeated” eight Nosferatu-looking vampires by spitting repeatedly at them - then I snapped out of it and had to pick up the wreck that was my dormitory).
What advice do you friendly folks have besides to not attempt this? Please let me know.