There’s nothing to be scared of. Grab life by the balls and go for it. I don’t have fear now with this. I probably should but I just don’t feel scared of these entities. In general I find humans to be more vicious and unfeeling. Try Papa Legba first, he’s the gateway to the others anyway.
Voudan is not for everyone but you should not let fear determine your paths. Some of the most powerful and feared spirits can become allies and lead you to be more powerful then you thought. Perhaps it isnt the loa who are scaring you but fear and parasites