I wanted to share a little thing that happened to me last night and asking for an advice please.
I made a letter of intent to Goddess Lilith last night, and did as @succupedia explained to ask her for one of her son/incubus (serious relationship).
I had no particular sign while i was awake, and i had trouble falling asleep.
But as i got into the astral realm i met a man: the exact description of the incubus I ask Goddess Lilith… perfect for me
We were in a street and the guy and i were both busy, so i ask him his number, he was relieved that i finally ask him! them he shows me his phone so i could record his number, and then the only thing i could see was his email address: [email protected]!!! and he tell me to contact him on it!!!
so… that clearly means i have to contact Samael right? but the question than is why/ so he could also valid my request?
That’s fine, I told Lilith that I would not mind sharing
but he was just so perfect and happy that i noticed that it was him…
i’ll see tonight when i call him then.
i was scared not to be able to know his name.
i was initiated by him,he was the first spirit that i saw manifested and the first that gave me a personal sigil which is very close to the original sigil.
does he appeared as the stylish soldier with the sun in his back?
but of course,the purpose was different.
i know only his war aspect,nothing about sex
i asked Lilith for a Godlike Gladiator… does that look like what you are asking?
he is tall, his hair is blond/gold/red and long to the shoulders- though he was wearing a white tee shirt
and we meet at a cross road in paris, avenue des Champs Elysee/ rue Balzac
yes he does have long hair,in his war aspect he appeared using an armor that didn’t appeared to be heavy and holding a nice sword in the right hand,in the middle of burning fire comming from the ground and the sun itself behind him
My version was very dark lord / goth style. Long black hair or emo fringe with short back and sides sort of frontal but to the side black horns. Quite athletic maybe swimmer build. Black wings but they transfer into tattoos when he’s not using them.
i have found a lot of different things, but the description made by the people who worked with him correspond with what i asked and what i feel, because i felt his presence a lot today. he is not scary and he has that natural manly power, i can explain like "have no fear i protect you"
though the reason we got in touch with him is particular …
When I first evoked Samael, he appeared to me shirtless, and he was “Holy Fucking Shit” sexy. He just exuded that raw masculinity and it was erotic. I’m sure that even if he was clothed, I would still be extremely attracted to him.
Speaking of raw masculinity, one of my guy friends on Facebook changed his profile picture to him in his Rugby outift, blood flowing down his face from a head wound. And it is so erotic, just that raw masculinity, it possesses me.
That’s probably also the reason why I enjoy watching straight porn as opposed to gay porn, even though I myself am gay. I mean, gay porn is okay, I can get off, but straight porn is much better at it’s job for me. Whenever I told any of my ex-boyfriends about it they all look at me like I just grew a second head.
Anyway, I’ve gotten very carried away from the subject manner at hand and now I’m feeling all hot and bothered, oh boy.
