Hello BALG. I'm 31 and have a history of failed relationships. Most recently I got dumped out of nowhere and can't help but feel ashamed and embarrassed about how much I loved someone, how much I gave to her and how my entire world was just pulled from underneath me. I once had my heart shattered in Las Vegas and otw home back to California I couldn't help but feel empty, distraught and absolutely horrid. As I was driving home I thought of Belial and it occurred to me that he could and would aid in strengthening me. How likely is it that perhaps he took note of my pain at the time and popped into my head, sort of saying "look, you know of me, I've helped you before and I'll help you with this?"
Anyway. What I am getting at is that I really don’t want anything to do with that part of myself that believes in love, that goes to Cloud 9 only to be casted down like an angel that’s angered its god. What ritual, rituals or entities do you guys know of who will help aid me in becoming a different man that isn’t so vulnerable to such agonizing heartache? I want to be stronger and no longer want to be the ignorant dreamer whose pleasant dreams of love and companionship often turn to absolute nightmares.