Ok, So - getting to the bottom of this ritual.
Last night I evoked Azazel, Fortash, Hass’cotor, Eshtalishtu, and Mak’ta’lahn.
The king, two from the house of the Anatel, one Malkuth, and one Retztael.
These are my findings.
Quick side note: This first sigil was, btw, given to me during my evocation of Salas’ash. I have yet to work with it or even open it. But feel free to investigate on your own as well. I will be reporting back at some time concerning this:
I was advised again to get off the grid as much as possible and get out of debt. This was insinuated by the words, “Get off the farm and kill it. There is power in the wind.” From which entity this came, I’m not sure - though I feel it may have been Azazel.
Concerning the Anatel’s gate. It is indeed to be opened on the right hand. The amount with which you merge with the power of the Anatel is completely up to you and gauged only by your will. Should you wish, at any time, the full power be released, it will be released only by your will. Therefore, any harm that comes to the operator is, by all accounts, his own fault.
The Anatel, however, will not allow the gate to be open on a weak body. I was told that before I can open their gate on my body, I must become physically strong, healthy, and fit.
With the Retztael, I simply received a vision of Eshtalishtu taking a book from me and inserting it into a tower (one of many) of books stacked all the way into a blue sky.
This second image was given to me by Mak’ta’lahn. It is representative of the transfiguration of man. I’m not sure what is behind it though. It seems there is more to this than just opening the gates on the body. It was also accompanied by an image of a woman holding a snake. What I find interesting is that the visionary images I receive are far more detailed and visible than the entities half the time. Something to work on I guess.
Mak’ta’lahn also told me to study the receptive aspects of the universe. That a good teacher are the natural hallucinogens. I take this as meaning not to use them specifically for magickal practice, but to use them and study the experience rather than trying to use the experience. Another aspect of learning to receive and receptivity.
Then I have written in my journal, “grow up too fast” - I can’t remember what this is in reference to.
I also have written what appears to say, "seductress “she’s ugie”? or something. Below reads, “the slketh exercises” ? again - that’s the best I can make of it. It may very well say something else.
At this point, Azazel stepped in to finish the communication. I asked him how the thing is to be conducted. There are to be two pillars. Each one representing the two houses Anatel and Malkuth. The initiate is to stand between then and place his hands upon the pillars. (the pillars should only be 3 to 4 feet tall)
jesus - I wish I could read half these scribbles damnit. I need a better method of dictation. Perhaps a voice recorder next time.
This appears to say, “the derth before you - the ddijldeda” … I have no clue - sorry guys.
Next one is to boil some water and place it in a basin before you. Maybe that’s what that means. huh. oh well. The water should be sterile and totally clean from the boiling.
Then an image of a woman holding a snake with the letters M, A, X, X, and Q set to her left. (sorry Maxx, but I don’t think this has anything to do with you specifically, though it might hehe)
The previous image of the circle was then shown to me again, this time with half of it bordered with the y ching hexagrams.
Now the following symbols were given by Azazel. Again - I’m still trying to decipher them. The one with the “L”'s have something immediately important to do with Azazel himself. I plan on putting some meditation into this.
This symbol is a design of sorts, rather than an actual symbol. It is a pyramid (again with the pyramid :P) with a sort of energetic mechanism placed within it. This inner mechanism was relayed to me as being a part of the human energy system, similar to how the tree of life transmits energy in relation to the occult human physiology.
So - a lot to mow over. I’m actually more confused now than ever. I had a very hard time maintaining my trance and was slipping more in and out of consciousness than any time before. It was quite frustrating. There were some extremely important parts to this that I did not get a chance to write down before I lost it. But this is what I was able to salvage from the experience. I think I may have to evoke each one individually and go over this with them. I have a feeling that the presence of 5 of them was too much for me to maintain psychically which is why I could not keep up with the communication.
Again - as promised, I will report with more information later.
I have decided to go through with this ritual as soon as I finish the concurrent evocations with the aforementioned entities. Just so everyone knows. I will not be posting anything about it when I finally do. It is understood that when I do it, “I shall let no man know of it”. So I apologize that I will not be able to give a report afterwards, however, that is how it needs to be.