@Robert All right, I did the ritual a second time, and this is what I got:
When I began, I noticed a circle of darkness, as opposed to darkness only swirling around the upside down pentagram.
I fell into an area of pure darkness. The only source of light was a room lit by many torches. As I approached, I heard the sounds of cheering. The room was almost like a theater, with its stone seats shaped in a half-circle around a “stage”. Except this wasn’t a real stage. It had a walk way that overlooked a “pool” of sorts. That pool was a huge eye, its sclera and iris the color of flames. It was looking into molten lava that made the shape of an eye.
I knew at once that it was Babatel. There were other demons in the room, all celebrating something. I saw humans dressed in white, all chained up and terrified. A couple of demons brought them up one at a time and threw them at Babatel. Babatel’s “eye” split apart, revealing a mouth with jagged teeth, and consumed the human one by one. With every sacrifice, my head started to hurt worse and worse. I felt terrible for them too. Then, I heard a familiar voice echo in my head (since he’s more talked about in another thread, I’ll link at the bottom of the post). “Do you not see?” he asked. I felt him try to reach into my mind and interfere, but fought him off. Then I wondered for a brief moment if Babatel and the being were the same.
I walked down some stairs and right onto the stage. I looked over the edge and asked “Was it you? Were you the one who had been tormenting me for five years?” Babatel blinked. “I know of who you speak. But it is not I.” He actually floated from his “pool” and looked at me. “He is coming for you. And once he finds you, he will take you away.” It wasn’t the answer I wanted to hear, but I knew in my heart it was true. But part of me had hoped that he would give a different answer. To punctuate his point, he showed me a vision of the being reaching out to me through a portal. I also saw myself. My were glowing a bright orange, and I had a frenzied, almost possessed, smile on my face; like I actually wanted him to take me.
When the vision ended, I said “I won’t let that happen.” “Is that what you really want?” Babatel asked. For some reason I replied with “It doesn’t matter what I want!” I was going to continue, but I was cut off. “You are not of this universe.” he said. “He will find you. You cannot stop his coming.” “I’m not his puppet.” I said partly to him, but mostly to myself. I can’t remember what he said afterward (something about how there was no escaping my fate? Or proving my claim?), but two demons came up from behind me and grabbed me. As Babatel slid back into his pool, the demons tried to throw me into his “mouth”. As they were about to throw me in, I looked into his mouth. There was a bright light, like there was more fire within.
The demons threw me over. But as I was falling, I managed to grab hold of the ledge. It soon broke, but I grabbed onto what remained. Out of anger, I took one of the falling rocks and threw it at Babatel. One of the demons stomped on my foot, and I told him “If you like him so much, why don’t you feed him yourself?!” Finally, Babatel shouted “Enough!”. The two demons pulled me up. “She has passed her test.” he added. I turned around. “Perhaps you can resist.” he said. “But it is only a matter of time before he finds you.” I felt myself being pulled away from the chamber, and into a desert of ash, with red rocks and a sky of black clouds.
I felt the ritual ending. I wasn’t ready to end it. I had more questions. But a light consumed me and the vision ended.
Here is more context on the being we were talking about: Confronting a possible invasive entity