6 years ago I had decided on doing this silly thing (aka dedicating my soul to Satan). I was young, had just hit a low point in life and really, coming from an atheistic background, I just wanted spiritual teddy bear, and Satan, I had decided was going to be it. So, just like a typical religious zealot of any sort, I had done the dedication ritual without much forethought.
Looking back at it, it wasn’t good idea and now, rereading the dedication, the renounce any and all past allegiances really doesn’t seem like the best choice.
From what I could gather over the years, Satan is really good at providing what you want and giving opportunity to transcend things through realizing worldly desires (such as sex). I just wasn’t ready or cut-out for that kind of path nor was I under the impression that it was going to be as such when I signed the pact. It’s a whole rabbit hole of a conversation which I don’t want to get into it right now because I’ve never really done an evocation of Satan and I can’t really tell for sure what was his doing and what was not.
But overall, when I start considering psychiatric drugs and writing suicide letters, I think its safe to say that things aren’t working out very well. Through adversity I was able to realize some critical things about myself and heal them but I’ve also lost a lot in the process and I’m just not cut out for this kind of approach to things. Again, I’m not sure how much of it was Satan’s doing but I’ve been through with the whole worshiping of deities thing anyway and this is just a formality at this point. Albeit, a needed one.
Also, I’m aware this forum is not meant to be my personal journal but please excuse me, its just been a little tough for me lately and I view the above as not just a message to you but to also Satan himself.
So, with that said, would you help me devise a reverse ritual and perhaps share experiences or opinions if you have any? I was thinking writing out on a piece of paper something along the lines of:
“I disavow ever signing my name over to Satan. I forswear all satanic appointments, arrangements, deeds and allegiance that I made with the Adversary. I choose to be a sovereign being, independent of worship to any spirit or entity”
“I renounce the dedication ritual that I’ve done for Satan and renounce him as my God. I choose to be a sovereign being, independent of worship to any spirit or entity.”
Sign my name in blood, burn paper and it that’s it.
Also, if there’s anyone offering services such as consultation or divination or such please leave a message or PM me.