I’ve been submerged into Magick these past 2 weeks, working in developing all my abilities as a magician on a daily basis, plus preparing myself to obtain a Loa spirit to work with me, which ritual and negociation will happen next week.
Also, working on my preparatory immersion for my evokation of Paimon, in which im planning to make a pact, to work together with him, i have tried to evoke him in the past, with little success, but i have been talking to his sigil, walking with his sigil around, and sleeping with his sigil under my pillow a few times. I promised him to quit smoking which i had done, as a proof of my respect, and seriousness in regards of working with him, so when the time comes for me to evoke him he answers my call.
After i decided to take the step to let magick in fully into my life, i have been having problems SLEEPING, waking up every hour or so, from dreams/nightmares i cant remember but a few images and words, a few days ago i decided to write down everything i recall of my dreams after i wake up to make sense of this, a habit i havent fully mastered yet. (im sleeping with my laptop next to my bed, since im gonna be using it as my journal).
This past 2 nights, i have been putting more attention to my dreams, and the small bits of it i can remember after i wake up, and fully forget throught the day, today i woke up from a dream in which I WAS BEING TEACHED A RITUAL, i can not remember the whole dream, just a small part in which i had several white candles tied up together, to use in this ritual, cant remember the number of candles, but im thinking ‘‘7’’ was it,
i know i had a black cloack on me, and the only color i can remember from the dream besides teh white candles is black everywere, black table, black room, etc.
My questions are, is there a practice, or any kind of magick that would help me out remember my dreams?
Is it possible that, even tho’ i haven’t evoke paimon on an authentic powerfull ritual, he is trying to communicate with me already?
Or the Loa spirit, i will be acquiring next week to help me ascend? (which i still don’t know what Loa spirit will be)
I’d really appreciate any advise or help here, specially to remember the dreams.
Thanks in advance.