So, i’m still having this enormous problem of being too stressed to do any good magic… Or i mean: how can i focus on what i want, and be relaxed after the spell, when there is constant stress and anxiety of what is wrong and how it could go even worse. Its like the mindset of i had already lost and that is sick.
Obviously have been trying meditation here, but its not working quick enough if at all - maybe because i cant do it for very long… my mind wont shut up anyways.
What sort of backups do you folks recommend? Would Reiki or crystal healing something like that be any good? Also if there is any specific binaural/chakra meditation links or such videos pls link.
P.s. Oh yeah, and several people have claimed that there is some entities in my home, i wonder if they are making this worse… Some of them have been said to be “jealous looking”