Hello everyone, so for a long time I was working to achieve a desire of mine.
Last night I was driving just for fun because it gives me chill but if I would have this desire I would not do this, and bumm, I had a 200$ damage on my car.
After I arrived home I was so angry, not because of the 200$ but that this desire is taking so long to achieve and the whole fact that it even causes things like this to me.
So before sleeping probably by rage I did a relasing ritual in the bed, I summoned my desire as a whole package and I said” goodbye to it and things like I’ve waited for this so long so bye” , but in a respectful way like really someone just had enough. I didn’t count this as an official release better just a rage act
I slept like few minutes after that and had a dream of this desire in a manner that’s so bad I almost cried.
Like your desire is to have a kid, and you release this need and then you instantly dream of your husband leaving you
What could this mean?
Also Then I draw a tarot card asking a kinda tricky question “should I release this desire, if I want to say after 3 months, that I made the good decision? “ then the 9 of cups came out.
For me that’s the be careful what you wish for card in a good manner. What could that mean in a manner of a question like this?
Thank you anyone who can help me with this