So this happened awhile back, when I could actually lucid dream…seemed to happen spontaneously (aka would just realize I was dreaming), one time I wanted to “talk” to my subconscious about some things, a dream character showed up and I forgot what I asked him (most likely something to do with my past issues or trauma + emotional stuff) and he didn’t respond but I do remember VERY CLEARLY from above in the sky of my dream landscape the LOUDEST screeching horrific sound basically just started like screaming but not. It startled me very bad and I forced myself to wake up… actually makes me wary to do any inner work if that’s gonna be the response. The sound filled my entire dream landscape and was deafening.
Another memory, my first lucid dream memory: This happened when I was a child, so I didn’t know what was happening and will record what I can remember.
I was in a deserted town like the old fashion kind where there were few buildings a road between them, and everyone kept to themselves. I suddenly while dreaming became aware of the fact that I was in a dream. Being a child and even though I knew I was dreaming I went to look for my family, to which I couldn’t find. While looking and asking the characters, I would look into the buildings…either no one in them or very depressed people. That was the vibe I got. I remember I looked into one and a character near me told me something about not going into the buildings with the people because I might not come out or something? Like would get lost or stuck…this scared me. I also wanted to wake up, but didn’t really know how to…and was pretty frantic because I couldn’t seem to will myself awake and didn’t know how to.
I followed the road to “get out” and it led to a black like void/black hole. A dream character warned me not to go there. And I woke up. Didn’t go in it though.
Well I tried evoking a specific entity with the sigil, set up a little altar that I will use to give offerings/make communication that had an inscene cone holder (with inscense i burned) and another candle, was purple but it was supposed to have protective/banishing purposes to it, and another purpose…? Although I just used it for the color association with the spirit/entity I was trying to make communication with.
I think it went well, I lit and let the inscence burn. Had the candle in its own holder and let that burn throughout the opening/communication with said entity- then started to open the sigil. Once I felt (through the sigil moving slightly + glow a bit) that it was open and actually the vibe/energy in the room changed to. Got heavy. I communicated that I wished to have a working relationship with that entity to work on spiritual advancement for myself, the candle at times throughout seemed to flicker or move wildly (don’t know if it was because of a draft or not, not I found that interesting). After I stated my wishes/intentions I noted that I would leave an offering for the spirit tonight and thanked for listening/being with me then closed the sigil + blew out candle.
I have history with this entity so I felt safe to not ask the entity to leave. This is however the only time I’ve tried to initiate contact + start a working relationship.
Great job invoking the entity. It takes a lot of effort and knowledge of what exactly to do. Staying tuned to see your progression further into your path.
Went to Home Depot today, And got two plants I can grow in my room. Reasons:
- To add more “life” to my room.
- I believe there is nothing more healing then nature itself.
Chose the plants based on their symbolism and their supposed properties (spiritual), also because I like nature and having two easy-to-care for plants is a nice way to decorate and bring life closer home.