Alright, I have been practicing my meditation really seriously now, and am really pushing past my depression and anxiety in order to sit down and force myself to meditate for 30 minutes straight and read as much about magick as possible (which is hard cause I also am Autistic and my focus is horrible) and I have been seeing something like my closed eyes are having a flashlight shined on them, like when you can see the light shining even through your eyelids? Even though I’m sitting in the pitch black dark. Which is pretty odd, is that normal?
Anyway, so the main thing is during the meditation when it was almost over, a face of a man popped up while I was thinking of different spirits to reach out to and I was even chanting the enn of Lucifer, and this face was just so random. I wasn’t thinking of anything like him.
It seemed like it was black and white like an old photo and on his forehead he had like an upside down trident, like a jagged upside down W and I’m curious if anyone has an idea who it could be? It was so sudden, I didn’t see anything other than the face. I honestly think he looked like a tribal man. But I couldn’t tell what race he was. But I didn’t see no hair or anything to help me try and recognize him. I didn’t even get startled but when I reached out to try and call him back nothing happened, it just went back to the middle of my forehead tingling and almost like a nervousness, like I was jittery. It keeps happening after I meditate, too is that jittery feeling normal? It kind of feels like an adrenaline rush. Also, I get really cold after meditation too! Thanks for all the help I took a break but now I’m back and gonna catch up on everything I’ve missed on here.