My questions would be “Who and what the fuck am I?” Never feel like what I appear to be although feelings are not facts.
Second “What need I give you that my consciousness and memories not just vanish after 1st death” …If i die, and all this goes away like a horrid dream, whether I choose to migrate to the hell in Earth’s center, the moon, reincarnate, or achieve apotheosis, all of my pain and suffering is a waste if I can’t remember some of it…I don’t want to have suffered for the mere fact life is shit and we annihilate one another, for nothing…Let me use the suffering i endured here for something.
" what be the nature of reality itself? Be this a simulation? Is there a technology that generated it? What is your reality like? What is ur day like? What sensory inputs do u have beyond or outside of this simulation?"
The questions not good because it leads and assumes…It would be far more detailed, less presumptuous that a simulation is the final answer…The nature of existence, reality itself is more intriguing than I find my self, freinds or any other human…I can get lost trying to ascertain the mechanics so long as it doesn’t involes math as I am illiterate as far as arithmetic goes.
4 relates to 3
“Do u have gods or entities u serve or hold power that u dont?” I suspect everything has a fractal nature and as such devils have devils, gods have gods, and so on
“what is the price of the secrets to engineering a world, both from the top down and bottom up?”
My work was originally the task of destroying the world of humans…but thats changed for some time…the desire is to use the shells cast off from crumbling humans societies and dying life, as a skeleton from which to build an entirely new world…Perhaps we may or may not create something similar to humans…Our interest is in re-arranging some of this realities laws, in such that reality is a little less rigid and more fluid…perhaps magick becoming something a little different too, in that the effects could be faster, and have more of a physical impact on the world…
Depending on how that world goes…we may experiment and see how a reality that is more dense, solid and material fares…Literally just experimenting with creating worlds and when they start dying, building something else out of the husk
6" What is the furthest from this state of being?"
Im aware there are trans-qlippothic realms like Tohu …Im not only interested in exploring such, but reaching the outer most limit, if such even exists, of what can be experienced passed this plane…
I’ve no care why i am here, or what life is, rather, what can be done with this? How can i create a masterpiece from it. Many of these questions are in the process of being answered to me as I do more and more and interact with more demons and demonesses.