I have been working with Sastan throughout the Mastering Evocation Course and he has done a remarkable job in helping me to really open my senses and experience the worlds of the spirits we work with.
But that is not what I wanted to thank him for. Last night I held an evocation ritual to call Sastan and have him annoint me as a seer, and to bless my eyes and mind so that I could both see and understand spirits and personal revelations. I actually felt hands on my eyes and head as he blessed them. That was yesterday, today I have been feeling like I have been in a light trance. I decided to pay attention to it and not let the feeling pass until I knew what was going on. What I got, as soon as I paid attention, was a personal revelation on my financial state. I saw myself and in seeing myself I had to face some very real problems that I tend to put off and shove in the back of my head.
It hurt having to face the fact that I am very weak at keeping money. I can grab all the money I want through occult means, but my marginal propensity to consume is too high ( I spend way to much, for all you non econ majors out there). But the first step to fixing a problem is admitting that I have one. And thanks to Sastan I was forced to see myself as I really am.
So thank you Lizzard Man. And if anyone wants to see spirits (even your own) I fully endorse Sastan.
