Greetings BALG guys and dolls…
I have a situation going on that on the increase and I’m curious to hear opinions on what to do. I’ll give you a brief back story for reference…
I was born into a family with a long British history of mediumship and witchcraft and my father was a Luciferian mason. From the age of 6 I have had had physical manifestations of Lucifer and I am now in my 40s, solo practitioner of the occult, psychic and I’m a musician in a European metal band.
About a year ago, I moved into a house, maybe 120 years old. My parents are both passed and my sister and I have heirlooms we keep in one of the rooms in our house. But I’ve never liked this room and made sure the doors are kept shut and the cats kept away.
Lately I keep finding the door open but we recently got a roommate and fuck knows why, but she seems to use the room as a short cut to her room. I told her and my sister ti keep the “fucking door closed because when it’s open, someone stands in my doorway all night”.
My sister has her own altar in her room as I do mine for meditating and ritual but neither of us are practising anything nefarious and only for our own self development.
Yesterday a friend was over and she was sitting in the kitchen and I came in and suddenly, I was hit in the back of my knee and thrown into the wall. I could no longer put any weight on my left knee and had to go to the ER. The doctors did a bunch of scans and said it’s sp perplexing but I’ve blown at least one ACL in my left knee - by walking through my kitchen. The pain was coming from behind my knee like I was on fire. I was put on morphine and bandaged from my thigh to my ankle and sent him and have to have an MRI and more tests done next week.
I just got out the shower and put shorts on and my sister saw the back of my leg and there is a huge red raised line across and down my leg like a lashing and fingernails. It’s so painful. I had already told her I think what happened to me was supernatural but she put it down to the morphine lol.
Tonight as I type this I have eyes on me. The pain in my leg is excruciating and I’m so scared this is the beginning of something I can’t control. Lucifer has taught me so much in my life but I can’t feel him around. I have to put the bandage back on now and take some pain pills and try and not think about it but my stomach is churning. I don’t feel like they can get into my room or they would have.
I’ll leave it here because every word makes the pain worse. I feel like a nutter typing this. I take my occult work seriously but also rationally and often err the side of science and anything explainable but I"m fucked if I can explain this.