At first I thought it was just my imagination or my eyes playing tricks on me. The first time it happened was maybe a few weeks ago. My peaceful dream was suddenly invaded with zombies telepathically asking me if this was the path that I wanted to take. I awoke from my sleep laughing at what my mind manifested, yet there was a lingering feeling like I was being watched.
A few nights later my peaceful dreams are suddenly invaded by Renaissance devils & witches again asking me, “Is this the path you want to take?”
I chalked it up to an imaginative mind.
Some nights later, I again had the sensation of being watched while I slept. Waking up, there seemed to be a strange and unfriendly Dark presence lingering in the room. And oddly enough, what was coming into my mind was something like, “EA… EA… EA…” By this point I thought I had been spending too much time at the forum. So, I meditated and white lighted my home forcing out everything.
A couple of nights ago the sensation of being watched was so strong that I didn’t sleep at all. The next day I felt ill. It seemed like a Dark essence was following me around. Nothing seemed right. All sounds, smells, tastes, sensations were off. Spontaneously I would see unexplained movement, shadow people, and wormy shit swimming through the air around me. I figured this was the result of not having slept at all and spending too much time at the forum.
The following night I was so tired that I went to bed hours earlier than normal, then at 4 a.m. the sensation of being watched was so strong that I sat up in bed. There before me blazed a red inverted pentagram in the air. As someone seemed to be watching me through the pentagram, the thought was telepathed to me, “Is this what you were looking for?” I sent the message back, “No! I do not accept this. I do not want it. I refuse it.” And the pentagram receded into a black hole. It was then that I could see a dark shadowy figure glaring at me. The figure flashed EA’s face for a millisecond of two. Then the figure was surrounded with flames which it tried to send to me. I turned on my inner Light and called upon my Helpers. The freak went down the black hole from which it came.
Through out the day I’ve felt the presence of my Guardians.
Now, I honestly didn’t think EA had anything to do with these thought-forms appearing in my sleep. I was certain that I was fatigued and spending too much time on the forum, and I let it go at that. But then,…
I picked up my child. After being home with me for only a short time, my child says, “Wow, daddy! There’s a lot of angels here! They’re following me everywhere I go to protect me and keep me safe!”
Whoa! Somebody/thing has crossed the line. You don’t mess with my family.
Another member tipped me off about this link http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/the-book-of-azazel/concerning-recent-attacks-on-forum-members/msg17945/#msg17945
This is bullshit. Someone or some-thing is attacking members, and possibly impersonating Eric.
So what’s being done about it? Are we left out as chum to the sharks? I know from reading the other link there were suspicions, but if we go that route, then everyone, and I mean absolutely every last one of us (including myself) should be suspect. But that would eventually split us into war camps and shut the forum down. And yet the perpetrator gets away scott-free! And what if it’s not even a person?
I would think that there should be some magickal way to find out who or what is really causing this and shut it down once and for all.