So I am trying to get into psionics partly for the fact that Uncle Chuckie insists that it is safe from the energy backfiring on the user, since the box acts as a removal tool of sorts to insulate the operator from the operation. For me, that’s vital considering everything seems to backlash and any residue from the magick, regardless of its purpose, is now hurting me.
Chuckie mentions something called the cyber shaman program. It appears the rulers of this world definitely wanted that particular program erased, because I found almost no traces of what the program did and no available means of obtaining it at all. If anybody here knows more about the cyber shaman program, hit me up on a pm to discuss how it worked and how well…
But the meat of my post is this: can I use a computer for psionics? I do not have the power to operate in secrecy. I am about to lose my only ritual storage space. the psychic attack I have been under these past six months since August has been unbelievable. Even now, I am suffering from what I am now realizing is a chronic indigestion hex. Due to its bizarre nature. And that’s the least of it.
I desperately need a means to practice in utter secrecy. By that, I mean I need a way to store everything in literal plain sight. My mother is basically puppeteered by the spirits attacking me. They have almost full reign over my monkey mind too. I call them archons for now. And I believe that is what they are. It’s incredible. Now that the Winter solstice is over and infant sun is now giving me fresh energy, I’m already on the upward swing. My sexual obsessions have literally and instantly dried (while pre-solstice, the sexual obsession was constant and unstoppable. It ever is during this period).
Anyway, I live with a JCI person who has incredible latent dowsing ability for anything hidden against her, and who is guided my malific forces that are bent on me abandoning magick.
I NEED something like radionics to work. And yet, creating those infernal cardboard boxes is just a little bit beyond me at this stage, as there’s nowhere to hide them when not used let alone while they’re functioning.
Now, a computer would be perfect. I have a space for one. But I’m two years dried, like a desert on Mercury, of creative individualism. And nobody gonna have confidence if EVERY spell or magickal working so far has gone reverse of expectations. For two years. A lot of this is psychological, and according to Belial, Sabnock and others, it is indeed psychic attack by these… archons. So. I need moral support.
Would the computers work to replace a radionics box, if I just… hooked everything up to one, used the touchpad as the stick plate, maybe, and the screen as the witness? And use the nubmered keys for the potentiometers? Or does anybody know another forum/personage experienced enough in psionics that they might answer this question accurately?