Last week I start having a dream and my dog was about to die in this dream. The very thought of it activated my conscious mind and I immediately pulled myself up out of REM sleep and woke myself up. I have trained myself to be able to wake up on command when I’m having a bad dream because I am aware that it’s just a dream. So I wake up and I’m like oh hell no, not again! I’ll tell you why I was so worried in a just minute.
Had a close call today. My miniature schnauzer dog accidentally ate some rat poison. We get mice in our garage every year, trying to find a place to nest when the cold weather is approaching because they can’t get in our house, but my mom noticed today they were shitting all over the garage and chewing up boxes and she everything cleaned up so no one would get sick by accidentally touching their poop and she sat out some Decon traps.
A few minutes later my mom notices one of the decon traps was torn into and all of the poison was gone. She said, I did not see or hear any mice and then I noticed the dog pawing at the 2nd decon trap and he had green pellets in his beard and I knew he swallowed it. My mom called the poison control number on the back of the decon box and they said to force feed the dog some peroxide and make him vomit several times until his vomit was clear and not to feed him anything for at least 5 hours because if any poison was still left inside, eating food could allow it to move thru his digestive system.
I am so grateful that my mom noticed this literally only 5 minutes after he ate that decon and acted fast or else my dog probably would have died today. He’s doing just fine now but I would have lost my sanity for a while if things would have ended badly. My dog is pretty much my baby. Not a crazy dog lady or anything, but he is the only thing in my life that gives me non-stop joy.
The reason I freaked out so badly when I had that dream is because I have had dreams that predicted the future. I lost a dog to a car back in 2009 and it happened on Sept. 17th. I also had a cat die of cancer on Sept. 19th 2003 and another dog had a stroke on Sept. 21st 2004 and had to be put to sleep. For some reason the month of Sept. seems to be a very unlucky month for me when it comes to my pets and I was thinking oh hell no, not again, not losing yet another animal in September. I was so nervous when I had that dream because I realized it was Sept. and nearing the dates when all of my previous animals died.
He is doing just fine now, active and playful like nothing even happened thanks to my mom’s quick thinking. I found myself checking on him this morning like every 5 mins. making sure he was still breathing. This time, I was equipped with magick and familiars close by that could help. The other animals that died, I was younger and it happened so fast I had no time to prevent it, but this time we caught it and I called my familiar to my aid with slight tears running down my cheeks and I said please, you have to keep him safe and watch over him I cannot lose another animal because this dog right here, is the sweetest most loyal dog I have ever owned and if I lose him I would be heartbroken beyond repair.
I knew that something like this would trigger the old emotions I have learned how to suppress so well over the years, to show their ugly head again and I don’t want that. I hate emotions, they ruin everything in life. Used to suffer from chronic depression and this could have easily sent me back to that state of mind. You may think it’s stupid because he’s just a dog but in person, offline, I don’t really much care for humans and tend to favor animals so I form strong bonds with them. Dogs and cats just love me, I have rescued 17 dogs and cats in my life that were dropped off on the street like a piece of trash, some of them I kept for myself but when I didn’t have room for them I found good homes for them.
But still not sure why the month of Sept. seems to be the month when all of my pets pass away. What could be the reason for that? I can go around a dog that was abused and is scared to death of humans yet, it will come right up to me right away. So I seem to be an empath for dogs because I can feel their emotions and connect with them on a deeper level.