This was super freaky and actually kind of cool despite it being a unplanned experience.
I’ve never been fully possessed by spirits before. Most of the ones I’ve worked with have little to no interest in body possession and make their presence known by “ghost feelings” and lucid dreaming, where I keep my own consciousness.
Now, today, I was woken up by my sister indirectly. She’s not very quiet when she wakes up and this was normal. She has to get up much earlier than me so I sleep in. Well today I didn’t exactly sleep. I had this slight headache that felt like something was spreading. Soon my vision became affected until I thought I had gone back asleep. But then I was seeing strange, pixilated images about the future (future dates, what is going to happen, etc). It felt like my mind had no power and I was watching TV. I even forgot my name. The two most outstanding pieces of information are the date September 13th and a riot police had trouble containing due to fire.
When the spirit left, there was a “shrooop” sound in my ear and my vision when from static grey slowly back to normal, just in time for my alarm to go off. I was too freaked out to go back asleep. I made sure my memory was still intact; I went over my name, what I had to do today, what I know, and some basic stuff before being convinced my memory is there and my brain is working. It might take some time to recall finer and more distant memories but I seem to be able to find my personal experiences in the memories.
I don’t know what would be the best course to take. I want to make sure the spirit isn’t trying to take over my mind or influence me. I don’t think this spirit means harm but if it has the power to enter my thoughts without permission, I might want to take action, there’s no telling what it desires or how it might change my brain. I’m going to assess the situation through divination later today to see what I should do but if you want to throw around thoughts or opinions then be my guest.