Those who know me here know that I have been absent for quite a while. This is because I’ve been looking into different traditions and practices. Now I’m back and more certain than ever that Satanism and the occult practices are my path.
As a novice in the occult I’d be very interested to hear your thoughts and interpretation about my resent experience.
I called on Satan through VK Jehannums invocation with the intention to becoming possessed and empowered magickally as well as psychically.
As I finished the ritual I kept chanting Io Satanas and noticed a slight jerk in my arm. I felt more coming on.
My feeling was that I could supress it at will but I let the power influencing me to continue. Within a minute I was shivering and jerking uncontrollably, my breath at times bellowing and a piercing tone was in my head. Tinnitus like in a way. I was aware of it being internal.
All throughout I just thought: I allow this, do what you have to do, my being is yours.
Towards the end I had the sense that black smoke was all around me, I had flashes of piercing my finger and offering blood and a face with horns pressing it’s head against mine. My head then jerked upwards and my mouth opened as I inhaled/gulped this black smoke down. This led to the last part where I’d gulp/inhale, shiver and jerk for a bit and again gulp.
As I was getting exhausted from this and there was nothing more to gulp I opened my eyes and gazed at the altar.
It felt like I was looking through someone elses eyes at that moment. The flames on the candles where standing straight up as if frozen in placend I burned the palms on my hands above them slightly as if drawn to do it.
Afterwords I just sat and collected myself for a while. All the while it feeling as if something dwelled inside me and does so now that I write this.
I gave thanks to Satan and all demons and spirits present and bade them farwell.
I personally have an opinion of course but I’m interested on more experienced peoples thoughts on this.