Hey everybody, Sev here, with something to tell you.
I am, by nature, a hunter. Vampirism and Nidhogg have made me a veritable death engine, as I take lifeforce from hundreds (if not thousands) of humans weekly and apply it in my internal work and spellcraft.
I also have altered my energetic body, to the point where I quite literally generate death essence. How it works is beyond me, but what I know is that I can call DE from my body and it’ll appear from the inside. I haven’t suffered any negative health effects of this, and I’m able to direct it. Is this regular?
Also, let’s talk spirits. When I work with them, and I’ve only worked with about a dozen so far, very few try to get payment or an offering out of me. Actually, only two- Raphael demanded an offering of energy, and whenever I get excess lifeforce I give it to Nidhogg because it gives me a headache. I’m not sure what the spirits want as offerings/payment, and it’s hardly ever requested of me. Is this normal?
Bonus: Take it from experience, visualizations (even accidental, even visions) are very, VERY powerful. I’ve had a veritable ton of magickal mishaps because of my mind wandering.