Please help! I have a feeling i have an unknown succubus

I dont enjoy the company of human females. I would rather be friends than start a long term intimate relationship with women. I am not in love with any human females but always sing love songs while alone and have the feeling the song is being addressed to an unknown lover. I am only attracted to women sexually but hardly have sex with and lose interest on any i eventually have sex with.

Please how would i know if i really have a spirit lover waiting for me to make a contact?

Meditate It will bring you clearity. Clarity Will give you focus. Focus will help you find an answer.