[quote=âMarkab, post:1, topic:2047â]Did my first 2 evokations very recently, so i really, really, really like this girl and although I want to have a relationship with her, at this moment I would only want to befriend her. I feel guilty about using a love/lust spell on her. Of course, I could always do it later if I wish
So yesterday & the daybefore, i evoked barbatos but I was very tired so I couldnât enter the theta-gamma sync. Nevertheless I did tell him to âmake her my friend, make her like me and talk with me on phone at least two times a weekâ
Today, should I repeat that spell using Barbatos? Should I do this spell every day till I get the result?? Or should I use sitri for that? I know that sitri is mostly for sex & love but would it be good if I use it for friendship?
I have a black cloth in which I have made a circle and the first day I used incense and the 2nd day I used black ink mixed with water in a bowl for scrying. I didnât see anything but EA says that itâs not important to see the spirit but to get the job done.
Thanks a lot![/quote]
1 entity, 1 ritual, 1 purpose.
If you have a purpose, stick to a singular entity, square, legion, planetary spirit or whatever the fuck, stick to one of whatever you are using. This way they donât interfere with each other, because many work differently and not all work together in a positive way.
If you have 1 entity, try to have 1 ritual, and part of the problem you may be having with this, is you have to do this ritual intensely enough that you can summon all that powerful emotion you have to make this happen. you should be filled with the knowledge, understanding, and even happiness that it has already occured, and then you should forget about your ritual until it manifests. This is more crucial than you think, and the skill takes a little time to practice. You should also be aware that doing magick for things you have emotional stake in is incredibly hard for this reason. Because after youâve done a ritual, if you look back on it with anxiety and doubt, you weaken what youâve already done when you do that. So the best result is to not think about the ritual until it comes to pass and you can burn the sigil (if there was one) while thanking the entity, before you scatter the ashes to the wind, a river, the earth, or a active volcano or something.
If you didnât do the evocation that way, you might want to try doing it that way. If not, I hope it works out well for you and your journey of ascent.
Best of Luck,
-Frater Apotheosis