My ma’s cat is named Lightning. We’ve had a flea infestation and one day she put some pet shampoo on her and washed her. Now she’s missing hair and scratching to scans. We’re out in the boonies since no vehicles so she can’t go to vet. I really question my ma’s Logic at times using old products. I would have bought something pet friendly (which I have now and am still trying to get the special food from DinoVite).
Her body is riddled with scabs and looks like a wasted alley cat. If I can’t stop this scratching and cure the wounds then I know the result…
Ma got an appointment for her to get to the vet at 2:30 pm. Luckily tribe has sent a van for shopping today so my ma is using that opportunity. As we have no transportbut feet and bicycle (when I’m not sick which I am) it has been an issue.
I’m pretty sure my Pa’s pit bull has cancer as his body is riddled with tumors and he whimpers in pain. He takes a pet cbd oil as Oregon is growing in new treatments for people and animals.
Gem my elderly black cat is similarly sick and probably gave Lightning the sniffles and snot which could be even more serious. Gem has had her issues for over 2 years and there has been no way to get her to the vet. I’ve tried everything and if she didn’t come inside a few years ago I know she’d be dead.
Lost 2 cats last year. Chance the orange tabby was very old so it was expected. Fuzzy, the 1/2 maincoone was young (maybe 8-10). He died of a wasting disease that made him skinny, (not worms as I gave him the best worker vets can give — I biked to get the medicine).
I’m to where this place is death and misery. The storm destroyed everything of the sanctuary and my outdoor cat structures. I’ve had nothing but I’ll to shitty luck and happenings.
So naturally, I’ve abandoned all spirits as they’ve never helped ever to my knowledge. It’s turned to anger, rage, and apathy to existence for what I build or love is destroyed.
Even in my best of times I saw prayer, gods, spirits, magic failing time and time again.
The only gods I see are mankind.
The only trinity is those behind Corporations, Government, and the lies of Religion.
It’s a dying world and I suspect all we know will crumble to dust under the sheer weight of mankind’s arrogance and greed. So… apathy is how I feel. Uncaring to ALL but a few surviving pets.
If there is an afterlife I expect worse. But upon death my shackles for reasonable thought and holding onto anything (pets, mind, consciousness, soul, accomplishments, spirits of family / ancestors, and the very existence) will be gone.
I’ll go feral and seek only annihilation via self or others since everything is lies, deceit, deception and garbage.
As I often say… there is no hope. Nothing escapes the Void. And hatred for any being that plays god is on that list. For what does eternity matter. Everyone fears of loss but when it keeps happening you can only rage and attack for what’s to lose.
Nothing has value at all. It’s ALL a LIE!