Read through a few topics on depression and Magick. I can’t seem to find what I was seeking. So I’ll start a topic.
Many people go through depression. It might not be something causing this depression other than one’s brain or chemistry feeling nothing. This emptiness even when life is almost perfect and filled with rainbows and sunshine.
Periodically this depression hits me and I don’t feel like doing any Magick. Nothing motivates me. I just want to sit in the dark corner of my closet and hopefully just pass away. Don’t worry, I go to theraphy and work through things. Fight suicidal ideations. I plan, but never go through.
Many times I know my spirit demon guardians saved me from certain death. And I mean certain death several times. I thank them for it. And because of them, I fight on.
I’ll take this time to let those out there that’s going through a dark moment, that there are people, spirits, entities that care. Take a breathe a hear them.
Now my question, how when depress should one still perform magic? What baby steps would you recommend?