I for a bit have been pushed to share my experiences with all 48 entities from the book. ( I have been drawn to path work the entire book as apart of my next steps ) Starting from front to back path working the entire book. I’m going to document that here.
I don’t want to reveal all the nitty gritty from the book such as the rituals and the basic information on the entities contained within the book. I think you should check the book out for yourself rather because it is an amazing read! I love this book. I just wanted to give a few experiences of some things I learned from each entity from this book. Perhaps you can learn from these experiences yourself if you really take the information I give that way, if that’s you then congratulations you’re going to learn a lot here. Still not going to spoil the book’s contents though lol
I will give a little introduction though on most of them, As well as my own gnosis.
I have said in my introduction to this forum I was drawn to this book. I had to buy it. No questions. I knew this was going to be the next phase in my life. The next steps on what I need to do. Studying vampirism and spiritual immortality. Working with these beings and becoming the god that’s within me. Going after the ancient power that I been looking for in my occult studies. Extreme inner alchemy.
On the main post I will start with some of my experiences with workings with Tiamat that I have been doing, Tiamat is the first being in the book and I’m drawn to again work the entire book in order.
Working with Tiamat. Learning to become a destroyer.
An experience about someone I’m dealing with:
So, this is based off a first eye witnessing experience of my target, for a long while I been utilizing the information on Connor Kendall’s video on vampirism of the chakras.
I literally wrote down all he says about each chakra’s effect on the target and it’s in my notes.
I strongly believe Tiamat lead me to this video, teaching me how to be a destroyer, as well as the odd vivid visualizations in the soul travel experiences I get when traveling to my targets.
I see them wherever they’re sleeping and I see each chakra glowing over their body and as I pull energy from one I see that glowing color trail over into that chakra in me making it glow brighter, could very well be in my eyes her instruction.
I’m currently dealing with someone at the moment and am in the long process of cutting their spiritual protections down first before I do anything, to be honest this might be all I’ll do is cut their energy down everyday because of the mere damage from this alone. I like how it’s slowly ripping them apart. The realization that with enough dedication in this practice. One could actually destroy their target completely and put them underground. I wanted a bit of offense though so once again I used this information to my advantage. Causing physical and psychological damage to your targets before an attack even started.
An attack in itself.
I’d like go also bring up a time where I thought it would be more efficient to go down each chakra on my target like a list as I drain each one.I found it harder to do that seeing all the chakras trying to focus on one so I figured out I would get a lot better results just seeing one chakra at a time on my targets.
Some effects I noticed being around this person:
- suddenly avoiding me more. This person already resented me a bit. But now all of the sudden after a week or so of feeding off of this person they seem to be strongly avoiding me more. They use to hide their resentment a lot more but I could still see it. Just a few weeks ago we could easily communicate and joke with each other a little, And within a week. Bam. They Start suddenly avoiding me more, It almost seems out of some unknown paranoia or fear too. What’s weird is for the longest time I never spoke to them because I dislike them. It’s obvious we don’t like each other.
( won’t get into anymore on offenses or this person in detail )
Like now it’s way more apparent I’ll go into a room this person is in and they’ll find some excuse almost immediately to leave the room or ignore me.
I could see them in the distance smiling all happy talking to someone then when I pass through or pass by bam they’re gone lol - next side effect I guess you could say I’m seeing in this person I strongly feel is influenced by the damage to their heart chakra based off of Connor Kendall’s input in the video. Suddenly this person a few days ago just returned from being out of their work for a few days from bronchitis.
The resentment and avoiding between us two has always been existent but ever since I really put the feeding on full throttle this person seems to not want to be anywhere near me at fucking all lol, kind of gives me sly side eyes sometimes like looks of intimidation or paranoia for whatever reason. Like this person is genuinely uncomfortable to be around me now.
it almost seems like they know something is wrong and I’m responsible somehow lol. I mean I am but just their reactions kind of looks like “what did you do to me…what are you- get away from me” actually translates outside to “I’m just tired sorry. I’m gonna go blah blah blah” or some BS but nervously. I can just almost read it like that lol.
I guarantee this person knows nothing about my practices too.
I have learned to filter too once I’m done feeding as that’s very important because I have had experiences of not filtering and some sort of chaos or back lash happens around me in my mundane life. Mainly coming from me because I still hold onto whatever toxic bullshit I took from them that I didn’t filter out.
The filtering is a basic meditation too it’s a lot of breath work it’s where I first spend some time focusing on my breathing, a normal rhythm. Now I visualize all my chakras glowing. Slowly inhale but while I’m inhaling I see a golden yellow beam of light come down from the sky from the highest points in existence, traveling through each chakra lighting them up going down to the deepest pits of the abyss. Then exhaling I see a purple beam of light come from below the deepest pits of the abyss. Traveling through each chakra up the golden beam to the highest points in existence as I exhale. I then inhale again seeing those beams expand encompassing my entire body. I exhale again seeing that entire aura around me as well as my entire body glow a bright bright bright golden white light. I am usually pushed to repeat this process 3-5 times depending on how long I spent in soul travel feeding off someone.
This might be one of my new primary ways of destroying someone, or simply weakening them. Very powerful.
Working with Tiamat: igniting the black flame within me.
Another thing I been learning was igniting my black flame and it’s really not much to delve into it’s just a daily meditation and chant.
There are plenty of chants and mantras for that on this forum as well as YouTube. I was drawn to a YouTube video to work off of like above.
Some things I noticed:
- my intuition is a lot more accurate. Terrifyingly accurate sometimes.
- I’m stronger at feeding.
- I can easily put aside the BS useless ideas I use to get about magick “oooo I could do a ritual where blah blah blah” and am now slowly being able to more easily pin point on one thing to focus on. I am using this to learn how to regularly stay in the present moment. To stop over thinking.
These are the main things I’m noticing but they can branch out tremendously. for example because my intuition is a lot stronger I’m finding a lot more knowledge and gaining access to a lot more hidden knowledge.
Because my intuition is stronger my divination skills have improved exponentially!
As a result my Clair senses seem to slowly be getting extremely stronger as well!
With further practice of course.
That’s really all for Tiamat right now, of course there’s a lot more I didn’t talk about. anything primary that I’m supposed to be learning at least.
The following post replies will be dedicated to each entity/page in this book.