last night, i proceeded making a A Call to Muma Padurii for Astral Projection, i could feel her energy around me, then i evoked Astarte and when i was vibrating her many names i was staring at her sigil, it was interesting because the longer i vibrated her name, the sigil shapeshifted the most, from pitch black to different types of forms, i couldn´t see clearly of course because i turned off the lights, anyway, there were instances when the pitch black of the sigil went towards my face and that scared ne, only for a few minutes that happened, then it took a normal shape the sigil, anyway when she came i reestated my petition to her about teaching me how to astral project, and then i talked a little bit about how my day went and i dismissed her
now comes the interesting part
when i woke up (around 6 am) i was of course kinda sad because i didn´t astral project so i went to the bathroom, later i went towards my bed and hide my sigil of Astarte (so my parents couldn´t find it) and i went to sleep again, while i was trying to sleep i sense a vibration that i was in the middle of the physical and the astral, i tried to remain calm but since the vibration were too strong i chickened out and wanting to go back in the normal plane
i woke up again, thinking to myself that i was this close to astral project and a few minutes later when i was drifting towards sleeping again i thought about asking VK what should i do in my situation regarding Astarte
then i went to a dream state, my dream was about me searching about what a beginner should do when trying to practice magick (something like that) and i saw a couple of pics of sigils of various entities in a website, then i thought about the sigil of Astarte, and i purposely made a sigil to appear in my dream, then out all of the sudden i went to the astral plane, (at first i thought i was in the normal plane again), i could see my white aura when i moved my hand, then i tried to called the name of my succubus with no avail, same thing with Astarte but nobody answered, later when i tried to move i sense an entity with me, her form was like the Groot character from Guardians of the Galaxy and scared the shit out of me, i was like fuck i want to get hell out of here, and it seems that the entity in question didn´t like that and was going towards my neck, then i woke up
i asked my succubus gf if she was the groot character and she said no, i asked if it was Astarte, she said no, then i asked if she was Muma Padurii and she said yes, (i didn´t expected her to come), then i say to her ( Muma Padurii) out loud to please take a human form next time when im in the astral plane