since my first two evocations didn´t succeed as i expected, i will try working with magick in order to achieve the results that i want
yesterday, although i came tired from college, i still was determined to do something related to magick, so as usual i did my banishing ritual of the pentagram and then i tried for the first time the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Hexagram (taken from Konstantinos book), after i did that, i did the Rite of Solidification from vk´s blog (to gain confidence and assertiveness)
when i cited the rite, sometimes i would close my eyes and from that i could see Satanachia in a smokey kind of way, it was just her face and also i felt some arousal coming from her, that felt nice
Lilith i could sense some of her energy too and saw too a rectangle (like a chalkboard) and i struggle a bit with my intrusive thoughts because they were distracting me from my ritual
Verrier´s energy gain me some confidence, although i was kinda tired when i recited his part of the ritual
later on i closed the ritual with another Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram
after that i wanted to connect with Astarte again and i recited the invokation to contact with her female energy and i did that succesfully, i could feel some bits of her in me, and i offered her some sexual energy meanwhile i was staring at her sigil, after i finished the offering, i saw her sigil changing forms and even saw the sigil becoming invisible, i just seeing a piece of black paper, that was pretty cool, i thanked her for being with me
i´m planning to do a ritual of hekate and lilith and evoking Astarte (again) this night