Okay, I’ve posted a few topics mentioning my struggles with food. I did a banishing for the parasites on Thursday. I did feel more relieved at the time, but on Friday I felt sick. (Face burning up, almost felt like a fever was starting).
I had an experience with Azazel last night (I hope it was him, still a newbie to this), and I saw myself in white light after he pointed out that I had parasites. I don’t know what the white light means. Unfortunately, I fell asleep straight after when the light was going.
Today, it seems that I’m getting worse. Something that I was always told growing up was that things usually get worse before they get better. Could that be what is happening here?
I just feel like a disappointment and I feel as though I’m wasting Azazel’s time. I know I will likely have to play a part in getting rid of the parasites. It feels like mental torment at the moment. It seems like I can’t get my act together.
What are your experiences with parasites? How long did it take for them to go?