Ordo Ascensum Aetyrnalis

Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings
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Can you give me the link for the indigo candles you found?

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Found some on etsy.

https://www.etsy.com/ca/listing/841936417/indigo-candlestick-pair?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=indigo+candles&ref=sr_gallery-1-10&content_source=f2313a490ec34aea8a5b4a0350686cce59223c78%253A841936417&search_preloaded_img=1&organic_search_click=1

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I was looking at those same ones today!

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Learn to make your own candles and you will never run out. Plus, is cheap and also very rewarding, trust me.

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I would love to but I work a full time job and help take care of my sisters 6 kids, plus having my own family. I don’t have enough time in my day for extra arts and crafts.

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PENDULUM

I’ve been able to see the swinging pendulum ever since the first exercise with it. Today my house quiet and so I allowed myself to see it again.

The scene was the same but the colors have changed. I could see it swinging back and forth and the cloaked beings on the other side . They were still standing in front of the stained glass window, but now instead of dark cloaks and a dark window, the cloaks and window were golden.

It felt like someone with the Midas touch had turned everything to gold.

The beings had their backs to me, but as I stepped past the pendulum and into their space I found myself in the center, facing the widow with them. I was wearing a cloak as well, however mine was a deep red. Like a red wine.

Between myself and the window was the flame on the stand. A sacred flame. But it felt dim. It didn’t seem to have a glow and so I felt I must do something for this flame. I took a dagger and cut my palm, holding my hand over the flame I allowed blood to drip into the fire. After a few drops the flame grew over head high and was vibrant a beautiful yellow. And I could feel it’s heat on my face.

I do not know if the cloaked beings are magicians, or something else. When I saw the ones face it looked human but distorted and pale.

Sometimes things that are clear or in focus at first become clear and focused the more I return or work on something.

Perhaps, I am seeing the first flame. Building it up and empowering it. Or perhaps, I am helping others build up their flame. Time will tell.

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YELLOW CANDLE

Today was the yellow candle, I chose yellow because it’s a color I already have and today is Sunday. So, I felt it was fitting. I find it interesting that it also ties in with my experience with the pendulum today.

I got into my space and did the necessary steps. An interesting thing to note was that once I lit the candle and was focusing on the intent , my candles brightness for a moment grew very bright and lit up the whole room. Then returned to a normal brightness for a candle of its size.

I filled the candle with , protection, watching over, filling and surrounding with light. Dispelling fear.

I think this has been a very magical day for me!

I am happy! :sun_with_face:

( I still have green, black, indigo and violet left)

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VIOLET CANDLE

Today was the violet candle. I went through the same steps as before. While focusing and pushing my intent of divinity, union with self, mastery into my candle. I could hear on name. Like a whisper in my ear. The name of self. But I must keep that to myself at least for now. I know very well the name and it’s union of self to me.

Very interesting for this candle.

Added the violet candle to my box with the others.

(Side note : I have ordered the indigo candle it should arrive between Oct 31 and Nov 5 so that will probably be the one saved for last. )

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Sadly, I will not be able to take the First Flame on Halloween. :disappointed:

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Aww… :cry:

I won’t be able to either if my candle doesn’t arrive on that day.

I think I have a chime candle holder if you need it.

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I ordered a couple of wooden holders from etsy that should fit my candles. They should be here in two weeks or so.

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So your saying you don’t want my sh*t ? :rofl::rofl:

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My candle holders came in today! That was surprisingly fast.

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Yay!!! :smiley:

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BLACK CANDLE

I thought today being Halloween :jack_o_lantern: it was befitting to work on the black candle.

So I focused on death, bringing into ones self and ancient , unknown. And ancestors.

As I was holding my hand over the candle :candle: I got a vision of myself cloaked in black in a very old graveyard at night it felt like a forgotten graveyard in the Forrest. I could old and crumbled headstones, it was dark with a mist about. I was carrying a basket like a wicker basket with apples inside … Offerings to the ancestors? Perhaps.

There was an old wooden fence that was falling apart. I could feel a raven overhead and all the creatures you would expect to be out at night or around a graveyard. Spiders, snakes, bats, I was not afraid though. They were about their business and I was about mine. I read so of the tombstones and left the image , with me existing the graveyard by the old fence.

I will add this candle to my box. :spider_web: :bat: :apple: :snake: :jack_o_lantern:

Now I just have the green and indigo candles left.

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GREEN CANDLE

Today I worked on the green candle. Empowering it with my intent. I held my hand over the candle and saw the earth as from space :earth_americas:. I saw it closer and closer , until I was in a forrest. A beautiful Forrest full of green colors, orange and browns. This Forrest has huge trees, lovely and strong. I saw a seed from one of these trees grow to become a beautiful , majestic tree of the Forrest. I felt the animals nurturing their babies. Warmth and love.

Something about brought this song to mind.

Now I only have the Indigo candle left and it’s on its way!

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My indigo candle has arrived!

I don’t have time to work on it today. I have my sisters 3 yr old twins until time to go to work.

So tomorrow!! :smiley:

3yr old niece has a new favorite word : Halloween :jack_o_lantern: :ghost:

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Indigo Candle

Today was my last candle the indigo candle. I went through the steps and envisioned, divinity, awareness and expansion of soul.

I could see this gold light around me when I would exhale it would grow and expand. I could feel my awareness moving away from myself and out into the expanse.

The golden light that surrounded me felt like a divine light. Touching me and expanding out from me. I could feel the point inside of me that it started and see how it moved.

Indigo was my last candle. So now it’s time to move on to the other exercises.

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I think I’m struggling with the opposite of most magicians. In that I’m struggling with not jumping ahead. Like I can’t wait to get to the harder stuff. But I’m trying so hard to do it like it says. Step by step. Because I think it helps keep me grounded.

But dang, I want to fly!

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LESSON FOUR

Golden Orb

Lesson four is to envision a golden Orb above you and floating down inside of you. To feel it slowly consuming you becoming a white fire taking over and filling you. Then to exhale it out of you.

The book says it will feel thick. But for me it felt like a dragon breathing a white fire. :dragon: :fire:

This was lesson four.

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