I understand there are specific threads for the attainment and maintenance of theta/gamma sync, its also known as Bardo in Buddhism where a person slips into the so-called inbetween. As we can see, many forms of the same thing as usual.
But! Why I’m bringing this up is because there are some specific issues for myself which I hope to be able to address. So far, I have been making use of simple inhalation and exhalation along with either a mental or vocal soft chant of either a buddhist mantra or the summoning incantation from the book of Azazel. Understandably, both are just a means to focus.
For some unknown reason, I am yet unable to perform that staring at the space between the wall and the ceiling. It results in some form of eye irritation where my eyes seem to twitch and then wish to close, even though my consciousness is still there. Trying to continue seems to break my concentration so I’m not sure if that’s valid for me. (To elaborate, I blur my eyes while looking at the lines but don’t yet seem able to fixate on a point just in front of the blurred lines)
However, as I go deeper into focus, I notice that my body could be allowed to rock in some form of motion that feels ‘natural’, usually its circular motion. If I don’t do that, it also seems ‘natural’ to just let go and rotate my head. I am not sure why this occurs, but I could probably just keep still. For now though, I am letting it happen so I can creep towards the state of rapture.
Still, there is a fairly big hurdle that I’ve encountered. Or maybe its a small hurdle. My consciousness that’s at the forefront of the mind seems to be hindering reception and progress forward. A few of the entities I’ve established communication (currently) with seem to suddenly prefer using my mouth to speak to me (how it happens is my jaw seems to relax, and then I talk with no apparent thought) and one of them mentions that to move forward, I need to be able to set aside that front of my mind. These entities being Azazel and some of the demons associated with it, which I pull to me for various experiments or operations.
What I would like to discover, is if anyone has any small pointers which could be used to overcome these last few obstacles on the way? I believe once its all out of my way, I can reach the full rapture easily.